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[OverIt2007]

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Ill give it my best shot I actually have an older sister but she lives far away, and I never get to see her. You can be my substitute big sister as long as I can keep up.

[sk8punk]

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Hey Over and RC, today was alright. Went fast and thats always good. Kind of a introspective day with me. The journey continues. Nothing wrong with that.

You know Over you really remind me off my girlfriend in that new photo. Not sure what it is but it does.

[OverIt2007]

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Really??? Wow thats weird. Is she a blond too? Well your son is a real blondie thats for sure.

I was down on Clearwater Beach when someone walked by and I asked them to take a picture for us. It was a beautiful summer evening with the sun setting in the background. Funny, I live just minutes from Clearwater Beach, white sandy beach with gorgeous sunsets every night. Hmmmm I dont think I have been there in months! Funny when you live here, how you rarely go to the beach just minutes away!

I love to take visiting company there, they are always so impressed by what I take for granted all the time.

[sk8punk]

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She's blonde. Not naturally. Naturally her hair is brown like mine. But even I dye my hair black. We're not sure where he gets his blonde hair from.
But yeah she's a normal looking girl. LOL. Not that I'm weird. I've learned in counsuling that I'm not weird I'm as normal as anyone else. I think that comes from always feeling out of place or "weird" in high school. But even though I have a lot of tattoos I really like girls who don't. Guess opposites attract.

Thats how everyone is Over. You take thing that are readily available for granted. I still can't understand why people visit Pittsburgh but they do and love it.

[OverIt2007]

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I have never visited Pittsburgh that I know of, nor would I particularly want to actually! I have spent time in Pennsylvania but it just pretty much reminded me of Michigan. Thats where I am from and where my whole family still lives! I will be taking a vacation soon to visit them. SO good for the soul to see my family. Really looking forward to it. Hanging out on the lake fishing. Thats how I grew up, fishing on small lakes in small towns.

[techie]

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Hey who defines weird anyway. I was one of the best football players in my high school and captain of the hockey team. I rarely hung out with any of those guy except p/u hockey games. I was an art student and most of my team mates thought I was weird. Not too many would say that to my face. They liked hanging out at the mall. I liked going to museums and reading. I think you are very cool. It is quite apparent in your posts and the way you present yourself.

[sk8punk]

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Well take it from me you're not missing much here in Pittsburgh. Yeah PA is basically the midwest. Maybe a little more "hickish". People refer to PA as Pensyltuckey from time to time. But this is where I was born and raised. Never moved from here. Like I said I perfer the beach life style. Skating, surfing and girls....maybe it's a good thing I don't live by the beach. If I became a alcoholic here god knows what would've happened to me there. I know alot of people from California that are recovering addicts from that lifestyle.

[OverIt2007]

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I agree. We are all "weird" in our own way. You never know what is going on in someone elses head anyways. Society is to blame for how we percieve weird and not weird. I have no idea what is normal and not normal. We just all seem to try to co exist it seems.

I grew up in a very very tiny town, but now that I live in Florida I am so used to seeing all kinds of people and all walks of life. I just try to have respect for everyone.

Yeah, It was party central here for a while SK8. I did the whole techno thing, ectasy, all that. Now that I have my son I think I am pretty boring. You know how that goes when you get kids. But would I change a thing? Hell NO!

I dont think where you live really makes that big of an impact though. Its about who you are and where your at in life. You may have been a happy beach bum getting high on the waves. Who knows really?

[sk8punk]

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techie;892275 wrote: Hey who defines weird anyway. I was one of the best football players in my high school and captain of the hockey team. I rarely hung out with any of those guy except p/u hockey games. I was an art student and most of my team mates thought I was weird. Not too many would say that to my face. They liked hanging out at the mall. I liked going to museums and reading. I think you are very cool. It is quite apparent in your posts and the way you present yourself.

Same to you Techie. I've learned there are cool people and there are assholes in all aspects of life. Doesn't matter what you're into. Can't judge a book by its cover. One persons normal is anothers weird.

[sk8punk]

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Oh I agree Over. Like I said most of this is in my head. I'm working through that issue in counsuling. All this happened to me in the mid/late 80's. Things are defenitly different now. That's just where alot of my anger at society came from. Now that I'm at peace with myself and the world things aren't really that bad. Still working on my self esteem. Funny thing is I still think most girls are out of my league. Like I said my self esteem still isn't where it should be.

[OverIt2007]

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Dude! My self esteem aint all that either, ta rust me on that! I think that most guys would be out of my league as well! Its a two way street, dont ever think that so many other are not just as insecure.

But cool thing is, when I feel good, I know I project an image of myself as the best that I can be. When I am happy, I can smile from my heart, and mean it. That just has to be the best I can do and if its not good enough for somebody else, then screw em, doesnt matter.

[Ringing Cedars]

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techie;892275 wrote: Hey who defines weird anyway. I was one of the best football players in my high school and captain of the hockey team. I rarely hung out with any of those guy except p/u hockey games. I was an art student and most of my team mates thought I was weird. Not too many would say that to my face. They liked hanging out at the mall. I liked going to museums and reading. I think you are very cool. It is quite apparent in your posts and the way you present yourself.

Not only the way you "present yourself" but the way you are "present". Stand up and be accounted for friends.

Wanna you're on my mind....Sk8 doesn't mind....how was your Monday after the wonderful Sunday???

[Ringing Cedars]

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OverIt2007;892291 wrote: Dude! My self esteem aint all that either, ta rust me on that! I think that most guys would be out of my league as well! Its a two way street, dont ever think that so many other are not just as insecure.

But cool thing is, when I feel good, I know I project an image of myself as the best that I can be. When I am happy, I can smile from my heart, and mean it. That just has to be the best I can do and if its not good enough for somebody else, then screw em, doesnt matter.

I think that's a good girl...sista!

[OverIt2007]

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Thanks R.C. All we can do is our best right? If our best is not good enough for somebody else, then who cares right.

"To thine own self be TRUE"

Ok my kid pulling me off puter. Mom duty calls

Catch you later guys!

[Ringing Cedars]

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Stay cool OI....oooo ... I like that..do you? Oiii?