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    Yeah punk, here's the only other one I have available right now. I have a Photobucket account and then I hit the add photo button in the message window and add the url. Never ever had a girl come up to me after a show. Trust me never had girls fighting over me.
    Sober since 4/8/10 -OVER 150 DAYS AND GOING AF!!!!

    Get busy livin or get busy dyin-Duane Peters
    No more bad future-Skull Skates

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      I always forget how many tattoos I have until I see pictures of myself like that. Funny someone once told me I have more tattoos on my hand then most people have on their entire body. Maybe I look intimidating to girls or "normal" people. Maybe people just hate the look.
      My GF was always into bands too. But you wouldn't know it to look at her. I sometimes wonder if my son wonders why other guys don't have pictures on them?
      Sober since 4/8/10 -OVER 150 DAYS AND GOING AF!!!!

      Get busy livin or get busy dyin-Duane Peters
      No more bad future-Skull Skates

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        Awesome!! I would have loved to watch your band!! Did you just play around Pittsburgh in bars or did you travel any??? I bet you had some wild times for sure!!

        There are always girls that go after the band guys. Im surprised you band didnt have your own band groupies!!

        Love to talk more band talk, but my son is getting pissed at me, LOL. Lets catch up later! Gnite!
        I LOVE MY SEROTONIN AND BOOZE SCREWS IT UP!!!!!

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          Mostly Pittsburgh, Clevland and Columbus. They are still together. The singer is the only original member thou. Oh there were girls but none of them were ever after me. At least not that I knew of. I was with my GF at this time. She would always tell me girls were hitting on me but I thought they were just asking me stupid questions, LOL, maybe I'm just dumb when it comes to that. I never think girls are into me.
          I remember once she flipped out cause some girl was trying to give me her number and I was just trying to be polite. I'm not good at rejecting people. LOL. I figured it was best just to take the number then throw it out once I turned my back. Guess I was wrong!
          I'm sure there was wild times but I was never there. Always left with my GF. Trust me being in a band is not a glamourous as people think. Its a pain in the ass most of the time. It's like being married to 4 or 5 people at once.

          Funny how fate works. My relationship with my ex ended a few months before I rejoined the band. I had plan to reap the "benefits" of being in a band now that I was single. But the same night I rejoined the band I met my GF at a party at the singers house......
          Sober since 4/8/10 -OVER 150 DAYS AND GOING AF!!!!

          Get busy livin or get busy dyin-Duane Peters
          No more bad future-Skull Skates

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            hey sk8, hot pics. trust me lots of women love the band look!

            the tattoo thing is very masculine, screams testosterone. us chicks looooove that.

            love yourself a little more!!
            The mind will intellectualize it, the heart will emotionalize it, yet the gut never lies.

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              Thanks Girly. I'm still workin of loving myself. Getting there but its gonna take time.
              Good morning everyone! Feel good today. Still trying to wake up. Never was a morning person but at least I'm not hungover anymore. I don't know how I used to do it.
              Sober since 4/8/10 -OVER 150 DAYS AND GOING AF!!!!

              Get busy livin or get busy dyin-Duane Peters
              No more bad future-Skull Skates

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                Felt good when I woke up. Now I'm at work and I'm tired. This place has a way of draining energy. Must get caffeine.
                Sober since 4/8/10 -OVER 150 DAYS AND GOING AF!!!!

                Get busy livin or get busy dyin-Duane Peters
                No more bad future-Skull Skates

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                  83 days sober today. I week until 90 days. Sometimes I can't even believe it myself. Just wanna let you all know it does get a lot easier. I don't even think about drinking. I'm not even sure how I managed to function for as long as I did. Staggering through life not really feeling or experiencing anything.
                  Life really isn't that bad and when you get in touch with the real you, you won't want to go back. I used alcohol as a escape from problems. Guess what not once did the problems go away. They just got worse. If I can do this all of you can too. You just have to really want it.
                  Sober since 4/8/10 -OVER 150 DAYS AND GOING AF!!!!

                  Get busy livin or get busy dyin-Duane Peters
                  No more bad future-Skull Skates

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                    Hey Sk8er!!!

                    Was going to post to you earlier, but I have been playing taking my time games this morning as today I decided to take my first Antabuse pill! I actually had it in my mouth, spit it out, then just said FUCK IT, and gulped it down AGAIN. I've realized its the change that scares me, but unless SOMETHING changes then NOTHING changes right?

                    All my Dear friends here, like YOU are my big inspirations to be a big girl grown up and act like the responsible MOTHER I should to my darling son who does not deserve the issues that come with having a drunk Mom. So there ya go. I am officially on Antabuse. I know you will all wish me luck and thank you in advance. So hmmm guess no drinking for me! Bout time.

                    Hope your having a good day, I really enjoyed your band pics. Very cool indeed.
                    I LOVE MY SEROTONIN AND BOOZE SCREWS IT UP!!!!!

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                      Cool pics sk8!!!!!
                      you would have scared me!!! but that's because I am 49 and none of old farts have tats!!
                      I love my family more than alcohol.:h
                      Live in the Solution....not the problem

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                        Good for you Over. Not sure what Antabuse is but yes good luck. As you know I'm on Paxil. I was like you and was very against meds. But I don't think I would have gotten as far as I have without it. But I believe my other issues caused me to drink.
                        Change is always going to happen. Nothing stays the same. You just have to roll with it and make the best descions you can.
                        In a good mood again today. A little sad about not always being there for my son. I kinda feel like I screwed up his life a little. But it would have been worse if I didn't change.
                        Sober since 4/8/10 -OVER 150 DAYS AND GOING AF!!!!

                        Get busy livin or get busy dyin-Duane Peters
                        No more bad future-Skull Skates

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                          Back in the day I would have probably been on him like white on rice, LOL. Im talking in the 80's I was one band lovin groupie and the more tats and piercings the better!
                          I LOVE MY SEROTONIN AND BOOZE SCREWS IT UP!!!!!

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                            Really? Your not familiar with Antabuse? Well, its like this. If I drink while I am taking Antabuse I could literally die. No joke. So yes, extreme. But as long as you do not drink, then things are fine. So.. I just cant drink! Antabuse has been around a very long time. As long as you know the outcome of what happens before you drink, the idea of it is you will not drink due to the results. Ok now Im freaking myself out, LOL.

                            Oh Sk8, you have not messed up your sons life. Stop the rotton thinking. I could say the very very same about my son not having a father due to my being careless and partying ways. DO NOT project like that. Your son has a really cool Dad who is going to do things the best of his ability to make the little guy happy.
                            I LOVE MY SEROTONIN AND BOOZE SCREWS IT UP!!!!!

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                              Haha Mama and Over! Trust me I still think I scare people! I still look the same as that except now I'm even thinner. No beer gut. The fact people afe afraid of me makes me laugh. I'm probably the most harmless person out there. I hate confrontaions and avoid them when ever possible. My fighting days are gone with the drinking.
                              Sober since 4/8/10 -OVER 150 DAYS AND GOING AF!!!!

                              Get busy livin or get busy dyin-Duane Peters
                              No more bad future-Skull Skates

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                                you missed my post again, I think, LOL. Catch you later, Im going swimming with my son for the day. Be happy!!!
                                I LOVE MY SEROTONIN AND BOOZE SCREWS IT UP!!!!!

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