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    How come I can't see any pictures???!
    :heart:I love my daughter more than alcohol:heart:

    Believe in yourself. You are stronger than you think.

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      K9 that is weird.....

      Great pics SK8. Beautiful dog, GORGEOUS baby! You look sad in the second one..
      "It's not your job to like me, it's mine!"

      AF 10th May 2010
      NF 12th May 2010

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        Off to see if I can find any more of me...
        "It's not your job to like me, it's mine!"

        AF 10th May 2010
        NF 12th May 2010

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          About 16 here and competing in a debating competition....I actually won!

          There were some senior judges giving out about my "birdsnest" hair...

          "It's not your job to like me, it's mine!"

          AF 10th May 2010
          NF 12th May 2010

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            Don't know why you can't see any pics K9. Maybe something is disabled on your work computer.

            Birdnest hair? It was the 80's everyone had birdnest hair! I don't know I don't see it.

            Yeah I guess I do look sad in that one compared to my newer pictures. Well that was the begining of my slide into alcoholism.....
            Sober since 4/8/10 -OVER 150 DAYS AND GOING AF!!!!

            Get busy livin or get busy dyin-Duane Peters
            No more bad future-Skull Skates

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              This is me Toned down for a family party...you can tell by my face I am not happy...just had an earful from my mother about making a show of her...

              "It's not your job to like me, it's mine!"

              AF 10th May 2010
              NF 12th May 2010

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                My mom would do that too!! Still does every once in awhile! You got a lot of pictures. I swear there are no pictures of me from about 91 to 02!
                Sober since 4/8/10 -OVER 150 DAYS AND GOING AF!!!!

                Get busy livin or get busy dyin-Duane Peters
                No more bad future-Skull Skates

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                  There are none of me from about 93-97...mainly because I was living with a wanker and never went out etc....I shudder at those days and the hold he had over me...

                  I miss gigs,havnt been to one in a long time, I am gonna check what is coming up and go..
                  "It's not your job to like me, it's mine!"

                  AF 10th May 2010
                  NF 12th May 2010

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                    I haven't been to one since the last show I played 4 years ago. I miss it to but no one comes through Pittsburgh cause we have a stupid entertainment tax the bands have to pay. Devo is coming soon but I don't know if I'm going or not.
                    Sober since 4/8/10 -OVER 150 DAYS AND GOING AF!!!!

                    Get busy livin or get busy dyin-Duane Peters
                    No more bad future-Skull Skates

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                      Devo would be a good gig.....

                      I prefer small little intimate gigs rather tan the bigger more commercial ones...but if Bowie or Muse are playing..I am there.

                      Saw SubHumAns once, they were class..
                      "It's not your job to like me, it's mine!"

                      AF 10th May 2010
                      NF 12th May 2010

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                        Saw Subhumans once too. They were really good. Saw their other band Citizen Fish on a college campus. Yeah Devo is a big gig. Wish it was somewhere smaller. I'll try to think of someother bands I've seen through the years.
                        Sober since 4/8/10 -OVER 150 DAYS AND GOING AF!!!!

                        Get busy livin or get busy dyin-Duane Peters
                        No more bad future-Skull Skates

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                          God I am SEVERELY bored tonight...just gone on a long walk with the ipod to blow some of the cobwebs off....still have that melencholy feeling..

                          Might do some yoga and have a bath before bed.
                          "It's not your job to like me, it's mine!"

                          AF 10th May 2010
                          NF 12th May 2010

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                            Oh I know that feeling all to well. I'll sit and people watch for hours just to be out of the house. You do yoga too? I started that when all this went down. Thinking about it I pretty much started a whole new life once I got sober.
                            Don't know about you but I love my iPod. Just the fact I can take my whole music collection with me everywhere is great.

                            Well Oney I did it. I forwarded her the bills I usually pay and said that's it. I tried everything I could think of to open communication and nothing was working. She would ignore me and the few times I did talk to her she talked down to me like I was a idiot. It is just time for me to start over. I told her that I'm sorry it had to end like this sorry it had to end at all. I'll only communicate with her about my son.
                            I know some of you are surprised by this while others saw it coming. What I did was awful but I have turned my life completly around. I don't even know if things would have worked out even if we had gotten back together. I'm the only one who changed where the really heart of the problem lies in both of us. So I guess we now know how this chapter ends. Kind of a plot twist at the end huh.
                            I'm doing alright. Yes I'm a little sad but I've already mourned the loss of this relationship. I'm waiting to go into counsuling now so don't worry I got a pro to talk to.
                            Sober since 4/8/10 -OVER 150 DAYS AND GOING AF!!!!

                            Get busy livin or get busy dyin-Duane Peters
                            No more bad future-Skull Skates

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                              You did what you think is right in your heart, God knows you have done enough soul searching over this and gave it as much time as you possibly could.

                              I am proud of you :l
                              "It's not your job to like me, it's mine!"

                              AF 10th May 2010
                              NF 12th May 2010

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                                Just thought id congratulate you on the 84 days al free
                                Don't Let The Bastards Grind You Down - Eat Them Alive

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