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    #1231
    Falling Apart

    Very true RC. When I'm with him nothing else in the world matters and all my problems are gone. I swear I smile the whole time. I'm going to hold on to those feelings all week. I am not alone with him in my heart. I need to remember him when I feel frustrated or negative. Thanks for today RC. I believe that's the right path.
    Sober since 4/8/10 -OVER 150 DAYS AND GOING AF!!!!

    Get busy livin or get busy dyin-Duane Peters
    No more bad future-Skull Skates

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      #1232
      Falling Apart

      You are not alone with him in your heart! Mom is there too! Just silent at the moment.

      Start by doing what's necessary, then what's possible and suddenly you are doing the impossible.


      St. Francis of Assisi

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        #1233
        Falling Apart

        Your batting 100 today RC. Oh my mum said she was still wearing the necklace I got her. Guess that's positive.
        Sober since 4/8/10 -OVER 150 DAYS AND GOING AF!!!!

        Get busy livin or get busy dyin-Duane Peters
        No more bad future-Skull Skates

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          #1234
          Falling Apart

          fuck I would never have known Sk8! I'm so pleased i got the drift..

          Start by doing what's necessary, then what's possible and suddenly you are doing the impossible.


          St. Francis of Assisi

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            #1235
            Falling Apart

            ha..what drift??

            Start by doing what's necessary, then what's possible and suddenly you are doing the impossible.


            St. Francis of Assisi

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              #1236
              Falling Apart

              don't mind me..

              Start by doing what's necessary, then what's possible and suddenly you are doing the impossible.


              St. Francis of Assisi

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                #1237
                Falling Apart

                Glad you have come to a realisation within yourself about the relationship, only you know what is best for you.

                The time with your son sounds wonderful, what a special little boy! You CANNOT beat kids hugs.

                The best of luck SK8.x
                "It's not your job to like me, it's mine!"

                AF 10th May 2010
                NF 12th May 2010

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                  #1238
                  Falling Apart

                  Hey everyone, hope you're all having a good day. Not sure what I'm up to today yet. I do know I have to do some clothes shopping since I've lost a little over 40 pounds in 88 days. People at work joke I should write a diet book but I don't think anyone should or would want to go through this just to lose weight.
                  Anyway just checkin in and listening to Agent Orange, I've always related to the lyrics but hardly ever listen to them maybe cause the lyrics hit to close to home.

                  Oney here's the pic of the new exciting laces. Vans are skate shoes you either wore these or Converse if you were a skatepunk in the 80's. Back then Vans were still hard to get so when you got a pair you wore them until they fell apart. Now I have way to many pairs......




                  And here is some Agent Orange...
                  http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RZ1RecSXXZ8[/video]]YouTube - Agent Orange - BloodStains
                  Sober since 4/8/10 -OVER 150 DAYS AND GOING AF!!!!

                  Get busy livin or get busy dyin-Duane Peters
                  No more bad future-Skull Skates

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                    #1239
                    Falling Apart

                    COOL Vans!!..LOVELY white laces lol..not gonna show Adam or else he will want a pair..his skateboarding skills are pretty shite tho, he is better at Karate.

                    Just when I saw your board there,it remimded me, I was in LA in Dec and we met this guy who was a famous boarder...not sure if it was skateborading, dirt boarding or mountain boarding or WTF.....he broke some record doing something or other tho....looked him up and apparantly he did...

                    Anyhoo....how the hell can you lose 40 pounds?? There would just be skin left if that were me lol.

                    I am liking Agent Orange.
                    "It's not your job to like me, it's mine!"

                    AF 10th May 2010
                    NF 12th May 2010

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                      #1240
                      Falling Apart

                      LOL I never was a big eater unless I was drunk. When I quit drinking I was 199 pounds now I'm 161. I'm 5'9" I still fall into a good weight for my height...barely. my doc noted my weight loss last week so they're gonna want to know what's going on there......um I'm seeing you for depression. I'll list some other bands I'm into later. Most of its old California stuff. Not many new bands I like. I'm stuck in the 80's I guess. Well time to out into happy society. Gotta keep my chin up today.
                      Sober since 4/8/10 -OVER 150 DAYS AND GOING AF!!!!

                      Get busy livin or get busy dyin-Duane Peters
                      No more bad future-Skull Skates

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                        #1241
                        Falling Apart

                        When you quit eating? lol

                        Keep that chin up in the air and put a skip in yer step, bring the ipod and have a wonderful day.
                        "It's not your job to like me, it's mine!"

                        AF 10th May 2010
                        NF 12th May 2010

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                          #1242
                          Falling Apart

                          Ok I'm goinng to say it. I hate being alone. I'm very happy with myself and who I am. But I hate being alone. Being out I just get jealous of everyone because they all have someone. I feel completly misunderstood and like a leper. This has nothing to do with how I look its how I feel. Out of this jealousy comes my anger and frustration with my situation.
                          Everyone is doing something this holiday weekend but me. I feel because I'm a alcoholic I'm like some know criminal let loose on society and everyone avoids me. This has nothing to do with girls. Though I do miss female company. This has more to do with having someone to share things with rather than just drifting through life on my own. Not sure how some of you do it. Much stronger than I.
                          Sober since 4/8/10 -OVER 150 DAYS AND GOING AF!!!!

                          Get busy livin or get busy dyin-Duane Peters
                          No more bad future-Skull Skates

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                            #1243
                            Falling Apart

                            Maybe I should be locked up. I think I'm insane.
                            Sober since 4/8/10 -OVER 150 DAYS AND GOING AF!!!!

                            Get busy livin or get busy dyin-Duane Peters
                            No more bad future-Skull Skates

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                              #1244
                              Falling Apart

                              Aw SK8...read my post in the pool....that's insane! I apologize for my last three stupid comments.

                              I too feel very alone most days SK8, but you know what, we happen to be here with many who feel the same way. So we are in this together. Now having said that, we do need to get out there or we will never find someone to hang with in the flesh. So you go and seize the day my friend. I'm stuck in the shop for the next 3 hours.

                              Start by doing what's necessary, then what's possible and suddenly you are doing the impossible.


                              St. Francis of Assisi

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                                #1245
                                Falling Apart

                                SK8...I am the opposite as I told you , I never get as much as 5 mins to myself, there is always someone here and weird as it sounds that can be lonely aswell....
                                I would give anything for a weekend totally alone.....I would imagine I would get sick of it tho if it lasted for a long time.

                                Also you can be in a relationship and feel totally and completely alone which can be soul destryoing sometimes because you know there is more out there but you can do nothing about it.

                                Like RC says, we are all in this together and getting out there is something I need to do aswell.....I have no life outside the house but I am defo gonna make that change...

                                In fact I am gonna work on it tonight and see what plans I can come up with.

                                Life is too short for this kind of shite...
                                "It's not your job to like me, it's mine!"

                                AF 10th May 2010
                                NF 12th May 2010

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