Falling Apart

[sk8punk]

Falling Apart

Alright I gotta figure out what's going on here. This is the second day in a row that about 8 o'clock I start to feel great and wake up. The rest of the days is just blah. On the bright side at least I feel good at some point of the day.

I hereby declare the summer of 2010 will now be known as SK8's Bummer Summer!

For the first time in my 92 days sober I am actually excited tommorrow is Friday. That is positive progress. After work I'm gonna try again at bday shopping for Aaron and maybe rent a movie or two. Any suggestions? I'm up for anything but anything romantic. Just not feeling that yet. So far I've watched Alice In Wonderland, Shutter Island and Fast Times At Ridgemont High, and Hot Tub Time Machine. So as you can see my tastes to vary. Oh and nudity is a plus! LOL. Shutter Island had some frontal male nudity in it if that's what floats your boat ladies.

Can't wait to see Aaron on Saturday. My life now revolves around my son. As it always should've . Ever since a few weeks ago when it clicked with me that ithis little dude is awsome and I really like him things have kept getting better! Sometimes its almost like I can tell what he's thinking or feeling without him saying anything. Still can't believe I had something to do with creating something as great as him. Guess its living proof I'm not all that bad.

Ordered myself a pair of red PF Flyer center hi's. Should be here tomorrow. I haven't really bought myself anything in awhile so I figured why not. Yes I already have a black pair but I'm trying to add some color to my wardrobe. I'm like a girl when it comes to shoes. I find something I like and I gotta get a few colors. I thank my mom for that bad habit.

Yes as you can tell I'm in a good/goofy mood!

[Ringing Cedars]

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OMG....look what Techie has started!!???

I'm feeling down on myself for getting out of shape and looking for pics of hot men at the gym on the net!

IAD wants to pump a picture!

You are talking about male frontal nude shots and such!

He better watch it in the pool tomorrow! Dang if I was only better at finding all the cools pics some of you guys come up with....I'd show yas!

As for the feeling better and more energy at night Sk8....that is a sign of overworked adrenals.

[sk8punk]

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What...over worked adrenals. How do I fix that?

[Ringing Cedars]

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Here's a link to give you an idea. I'm pretty sure I can find a natural test using unrefined sea salt in water upon rising. But can't put my fingers on it just yet.

Siberian Ginseng along with a good B Complex is good for anyone under stress.

Recovering from adrenal fatigue: How your body can overcome chronic stress and feel energized again

[Ringing Cedars]

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It may be of additional benefit that patients add salt to their diet, especially upon rising and at least a half-hour before their lowest energy point of the day. (Preferably, 1/8 to 1/2 teaspoonful of sea salt, Celtic salt, or sea salt w/kelp powder added to an 8 oz glass of water) Found that on another website.

So if you try the above upon rising and immediately feel increased energy that is a good indication that your adrenals are fatigued and look into further ways of improving adrenal health. Many people suffer adrenal fatigue unknowingly. It is also closely related to thyroid fatigue. Easily remedied if this is the case.

[sk8punk]

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Hello everyone! Feel good today. Like I said yesterday this is the first Friday I'm excited about since I stopped drinking. I'll stop in again once I get to work.

[sk8punk]

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Ok I'm in a great fuckin mood today. Happy and feel goofy. You know what I just realized too? When people usually girls stare at me its not always a bad thing. Maybe they like what they see. Just never thought that way before cause I'm a social retard. Funny thing is I hate saying things like that cause I feel like I have a ego or big head but I don't .
Well if anyone feels like having fun this is the place to be today. I'm up for any shenangans

[one2many]

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I am in too

[sk8punk]

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Cool so what's the plan then? How has Oney week been going? Treat yourself to anything good?

[one2many]

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I didn't actually....one day kinda bled into the next as it does when you have kids.....I was planning a trip to a holistic fair on Sun but the boy has an audition on Mon and has to go and practise o Sunday

So next week will have to be Oney week.




http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jEDojtvd32c[/video]]YouTube - The Exploited -Punk is Not Dead

[sk8punk]

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Yeah I remember how that goes. I do feel bad for my GF from time to time but she does ignore any offer for help I give. I saw the Exploited in the late 80's at a real small club. Wattie ended punching out the stage lights for some reason.

[one2many]

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There will come a time when she really will need help, you can only keep going for so long.....I hope she calls you when that happens.

Wattie was a mad F*** alright!


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xhjpFBGbtvY&feature=related[/video]]YouTube - Crass Do They Owe Us A Living

[sk8punk]

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Of course they do! Oddly enough all the punks into Crass around here were assholes. We used to call em crassholes. I personaly liked Crass.

Yeah I know there's gonna be a time when she gets in over head. I've let it be known I'm here for whatever she needs. Kinda weird how the sober me is so caring and responsable but the drunk me could careless about fuck all. I was Dr Jekyll and Mr Hyde.

[one2many]

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We were all Jekyll and Hydes....when you are drunk you realy don't give a shit about anything.

If there is such thing as reincarnation I wanna come back as Henry Rollins jocks!

[sk8punk]

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I'm not sure what you mean by jocks. LoL. In the states jock is someone who plays and is very into sports. Used to be my number one enemy in high school.
But if there is reincarnation then what the hell did I do in my past life to get this! I know life is what you make it.