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[Ringing Cedars]

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sk8punk;912820 wrote: Feelin good RC. How are you doin? I wouldn't let what happened this week bug you to much. Remember everyone is never going to see eye to eye. I've learned letting people get to me or push my buttons is just negativity I no longer want in my life. Its best to know when to walk away and let others stew in their negative soup.

Yeah I know where did this positive person come from? I guess it was always there I just chose to see the bad in everything before. Plus I like who I am. If someone doesn't oh well their loss. I don't have time for people like that in my life anyway. I'm happy to see I'm still the same with the same beliefs and ideals just viewing it from a different angel. As I said before I'm not religious but I am spirital. There's a difference. To each their own.

Who is this person and what have you done with the falling apart Sk8? Never mind, let him lye. I like this new together SK8r! Thanks for your encouraging words. I do know you're right. Have an awesome day with your son tomorrow...I know you will.

[OverIt2007]

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I like the new Sk8 too!!

[sk8punk]

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Movie plot sounds good. You got sex drugs and violence in there and those always sell. Need to get someone like Terintino to do it so it will have that brutal reality to it. I can also see the use of lighting in the film. It will have to be set in LA. Start the movie with bright sunlight and beaches, glamorous people. Then as he slips further into her world it gets darker and darker. Until the final scene that needs to take place in the darkest of night and in a junkie alleyway. Then as he lies there dying have the sun coming up and its back to the beaches and succesful people. That eludes to another succesful person is going to be a victim and how the junkie society just leeches off the sucess of others. See mom art school did pay off.

[OverIt2007]

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Ooooh you did read it!

Yeah you totally got it! I hate happy ending movies, I like twists and turns and surprises. Yes, your art school did pay off, GREAT INSIGHT!!! You totally got it.

I also thought of this in the ending too. He gets blown away by the drug dealer, then you skip to a few years down the road, and your in the scene of a church. She had found Jesus and is getting baptized, so she finds Jesus and the guy trying to help her and do anything for her ends up lying in a pile of blood because of her.


Hey! If you can get it produced, I will split the profits with ya! LOL!!

[sk8punk]

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Off to get Aaron. Funny last night I was like a little kid on Christmas eve. Had a hard time falling asleep cause I was looking forward to today. Watched Girl With The Dragon Tattoo last night. Its from Sweden really good film. Noticed the pace was much slower than what us americans are used to. Not a bad thing. Us americans are sp programed to be go go go all the time.

[sk8punk]

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Forgot to mention today is day 5 of me waking up in a good mood. Whatever I'm doing is working or maybe my meds are finally right. Might not seem like a big deal but this has been the longest streak in awhile. For those out there that don't suffer depression be grateful for that. And those that do know it can be treated

[Doggygirl]

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Waking up in a good mood really is a special feeling. Have a fabulous day with your son!

DG

[OverIt2007]

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Hey Sk8,

Im so happy that your moods have changed for the better for you! Thats great! Perhaps its the meds, or whatever it is... Its working!!! That what matters.

Enjoy your little blessing, as I know you will!

[one2many]

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Enjoy the little man today SK8. So glad to hear that your mood has lifted, that is GREAT news. Good for you !

[wannachange]

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Yessss SK8, I always feel 10 times better after a meeting with my little man, enjoy!

[sk8punk]

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Just takin Aaron home now. Had a great long day od playing eating naping and more playing. Got a pic of me and and he's got his Ramones shirt on I'll post as my new avatar tomorrow. Let's see how I do against the Sunday blues. If I can beat that things will definatly be looking a lot better.

[OverIt2007]

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Do you have to work tommorrow Sk8? If you have the day off, why dont you try to do something different or new to shake the blues up? Sometimes little changes can make a different perspective?

Catch ya later and glad you had a great day with Mini U.

[sk8punk]

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Nope no work and no car. Its getting body work done. Don't got any plans I'll just wing it like I usually do.

[OverIt2007]

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Ok... Wing away... But... Enjoy the day. Your alive, you have the most adorable little boy, and the world is FULL of potential for a young, handsome man like you There, that should do ya!!!

Gnite Sk8's... Mom duty calls..

[sk8punk]

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Goodnite Over. Just dropped him off. I'm handleing this way better than when I started this thread. Guess it cause I focus on the positive. Like you said Over I'm alive. Don't know about the handsome bit but I'm working on self image now in counsuling.