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    #1576
    Falling Apart

    Hey Oney. Pick up any of those shirts for the kids? I really think its time to look for a new job. Been so many other changes in my life might as well do this too. Maybe find something I like doing.
    Sober since 4/8/10 -OVER 150 DAYS AND GOING AF!!!!

    Get busy livin or get busy dyin-Duane Peters
    No more bad future-Skull Skates

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      #1577
      Falling Apart

      Not yet SK8, I know some of my family will be disgusted to see a DK shirt on any of my kids...don't care tho.

      I think that is a great idea about the job...don't ask why..ask why not....

      It is so important to find something you like doing...I have worked in wank jobs that affected my mood on a daily basis coz I HATED going in..

      Having a job that you love doing would be DEADLY!
      "It's not your job to like me, it's mine!"

      AF 10th May 2010
      NF 12th May 2010

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        #1578
        Falling Apart

        Can't please everyone Oney. Yeah I think I'll start looking around. This job defiently has a effect on ones mood. Id be a lot happier doing something with my hands. Plus it would be deadly to make more money!
        Sober since 4/8/10 -OVER 150 DAYS AND GOING AF!!!!

        Get busy livin or get busy dyin-Duane Peters
        No more bad future-Skull Skates

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          #1579
          Falling Apart

          No it would be FECKIN deady!
          "It's not your job to like me, it's mine!"

          AF 10th May 2010
          NF 12th May 2010

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            #1580
            Falling Apart

            Haha if I start using all this new slang no one is going to know what I'm talkin about. Well no one usually knows what I'm talkin about anyway. I'm gonna start sayin things like that shit is feckin deadly awsome. Maybe well start something new Oney
            Sober since 4/8/10 -OVER 150 DAYS AND GOING AF!!!!

            Get busy livin or get busy dyin-Duane Peters
            No more bad future-Skull Skates

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              #1581
              Falling Apart

              LMAO...Nice one!
              "It's not your job to like me, it's mine!"

              AF 10th May 2010
              NF 12th May 2010

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                #1582
                Falling Apart

                Ugh today is draggin. Its extremly hot at work today and its making me tired. That's not deadly at all. Wish I had a vacation or something coming up. Well I paid for a vacation but I don't get to go. Oh well. Hope everyone else is having a good one and in a much more comfortable climate.
                Sober since 4/8/10 -OVER 150 DAYS AND GOING AF!!!!

                Get busy livin or get busy dyin-Duane Peters
                No more bad future-Skull Skates

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                  #1583
                  Falling Apart

                  Hi SK8, That little guy of yours is just sooooo cute! It is so great that you can look forward to spending all your fun saturdays together......with years and years of them to come!

                  Job satisfaction is so important. Especially when you consider how much time we spend working.
                  I do really love my career choice, but even then there are definitely stressful times! But, at the end of the day, I am in the right career choice for me.

                  Have you ever seen the book, "What Color is Your Parachute"? It is a great book that offers some great quizes to help you clarify the best career choices for you. You might want to check it out!

                  Best Wishes with your continuing progress!
                  KateH
                  A Dream is a Wish Your Heart Makes~Cinderella

                  AF 12/6/2007

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                    #1584
                    Falling Apart

                    Thanks Kate. Aaron is awsome. But then again I'm biased. Seriously though he is the best thing that has ever happened to me. Its great to be sober and in a good place. It allows me to take it all in.
                    I'll look that book up when I get home. I'm curious to see what it could recommend.
                    Sober since 4/8/10 -OVER 150 DAYS AND GOING AF!!!!

                    Get busy livin or get busy dyin-Duane Peters
                    No more bad future-Skull Skates

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                      #1585
                      Falling Apart

                      Hahaha listening to co workers argue about where to go. The deciding factor... what beer is available. Nice to be free of those days. Now I can go anywhere I want to and its not dictated by my addiction. Freedom is feckin deadly awsome.
                      Sober since 4/8/10 -OVER 150 DAYS AND GOING AF!!!!

                      Get busy livin or get busy dyin-Duane Peters
                      No more bad future-Skull Skates

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                        #1586
                        Falling Apart

                        Good Monday is over. I'm here listening to music and posting cause as soon as I left work it started to rain. No big deal. Didn't have plans anyway plus it was cool seeing the steam come up from the road as the rain fell. Now thats one of those things I wonder if I would have noticed before.
                        Things are moving along nicely. Don't even think about alcohol anymore. Doesn't bother me when people talk about it or drink around me. Never worried about if I stick out cause I'm not drinking probably cause I stick out no matter where I'm at so I'm used to it. Plus its in my nature to go against the grain and not follow the crowd. Kinda wonder how I ever started drinking in the first place. To be honest I never liked the taste of any of it. I drank for the effect. But I don't want to be numb anymore. Once sober I realized all the problems I thought were there are actually made to seem worse by drinking. Its nice to rationally think. Like I want I new skateboard but I don't need one. So I'm not gonna get one. Drunk I'd be like fuck it buy it. Then I'd need that money for something else and it wouldn't be there. So yes drinking had a ripple effect on my life. And as I've said its nice to free of that control. Sometimes I wonder if anyone notices any of these changes other than my loss of weight and looking healthier. Who cares I know I'm changing. Another bad thing from my drinking days is everytime I go to the garage to get a can of soda my son will follow me and say "beer" no I didn't teach him that one of his moms friends who I never cared for did. But I have to stop and say "No its soda daddy doesn't drink beer anymore." and he'll go "oh" and smile. Even more reason for me never to touch the stuff again. If you think I'm ever going to let him down or go back on my word to him then you don't know me very well. I've disappointed alot of people in my life at one time or another, usually cause of drinking. But if there is one person on this planet I will do my damnedest to never disappoint its Aaron. Well I've rambled on enough for now. Hope everyone has a deadly awesome nite.
                        Sober since 4/8/10 -OVER 150 DAYS AND GOING AF!!!!

                        Get busy livin or get busy dyin-Duane Peters
                        No more bad future-Skull Skates

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                          #1587
                          Falling Apart

                          Ok so its been suggested a couple of times here I check out online dating. Keep in mind I have no desire to start a relationship right now. You all know how I feel about my sons mom still. But I'm really that bored and it killed sometime. Well all I have to say is......what a bust. I don't think I have anything in common with anyone. Which doesn't really surprise me. I am not the type of guy any of those ladies are looking for and I can say the same. Maybe its cause where my heart is. Maybe I'm old fashioned I don't know but its not for me.

                          Just wanted to add if it has worked for some of you on here great. I'm not here to make anyone feel bad. Just stating my opinion thats all it is. Trust me I'm an oddball I know that and I take pride in that. I'm defeintly off center from mainstream society and I'm fine with that. Thats probably why its not for me.
                          Sober since 4/8/10 -OVER 150 DAYS AND GOING AF!!!!

                          Get busy livin or get busy dyin-Duane Peters
                          No more bad future-Skull Skates

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                            #1588
                            Falling Apart

                            Oh Stop! I think even looking at on line dating is not practical for you at this point Sk8! Where could it lead, unless of course you are simply looking for friendship. But I will guess that most people that say that on a dating site aren't being completely honest anyways. There are other ways to find companionship if that's all you need right now. How would that work if you were seen out and about with a new woman anyways?? Finding a buddy to hang with that is like minded is probably the way to go right now??? Anyways, you know I always wish you well and continued growth. Love your new pic...I have a request though....would you give us a smile in the next one?? wouldja couldja???

                            Start by doing what's necessary, then what's possible and suddenly you are doing the impossible.


                            St. Francis of Assisi

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                              #1589
                              Falling Apart

                              I know it was something to do. I wasn't looking seriously. Just wanted to see what it was about. And let me tell you RC not for me even if I was serious. Trust me right now I don't need or want anyone new in my life. I'm enjoying this growth period and it doesn't bother me to be alone. I guess that right there is growth.

                              I'll check tomorrow if there's any of me smiling. If not I'll try to next time for ya RC.
                              Sober since 4/8/10 -OVER 150 DAYS AND GOING AF!!!!

                              Get busy livin or get busy dyin-Duane Peters
                              No more bad future-Skull Skates

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                                #1590
                                Falling Apart

                                I can say with honesty that I should not get involved with anyone now either. I just have too much work to do on so many levels. But when an opportunity presents itself(not that often, but it does), I am so tempted. We are human and need companionship after all. You are so fortunate to have your folks and OF COURSE AARON! Revel in that and your sobriety my friend. Be waitin for those "deadly smiles"

                                Start by doing what's necessary, then what's possible and suddenly you are doing the impossible.


                                St. Francis of Assisi

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