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[one2many]

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OH! What shall I wear????

Only kidding, thats deadly news, you sound bright and breezy! So glad you are moving on and feeling good in yer tattooed skin!

I can't wait to hear about Friday...I will want ALL the details....right from the beginning!

[K9Lover]

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We ALL want the details Sk8!!! Oh, and where did you meet this nice young lady? I'm good at interrogating...I have a 12 year old, so just spill the beans. LOL :H

[sk8punk]

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I'll supply the details just stop hitting me K9 lol. Just let me know what you guys wanna know.

[K9Lover]

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For starters...where and how did you meet her? Being single myself, I feel like I never meet anyone new! Then again, I'm not really looking. LOL

[OverIt2007]

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Hey Sk8!

I just got home from Michigan, and you HAVE A DATE???? Whoa thats AWESOME!!! Good for you! Even if this girl is not a "love connection", so what? A new fresh face could be just what you could use right now.

Hey K-9!! Hope to catch up with you soon too!

[sk8punk]

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Well believe it or not through online dating. I don't think I would have met her any other way. We share the same demented sense of humor. She's 34. Has 2 kids. And is unbeliveable hot. Um what else...oh she's got 8 tattoos and loves tattoos which is what caught my eye. Lol. She's really down to earth oh and she doesn't drink. So as you can see so far so good. I'll tell you guys more later.

Hey Over how was michigan? How is your dating going?

[OverIt2007]

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Hey Sk8!

My Trip to Michigan was FABULOUS!!! JUST what the doctor ordered. Got to spend some long sober and happy time with family just relaxing and reflecting on life. Duh, I have so many wonderful things going on in my life and a great family on top. Only a total jackass would screw that up!

Im thrilled you have a new friend or more to hang out with! Please keep us posted for sure! A new romance can be exciting and thrilling and maybe just what you need right now. I am also happily dating someone over the internet. Hes just great and just what the doctor ordered for me as well.

Things seem to be going pretty good for both of us Sk8, lets keep it up

[sk8punk]

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Well went on my date last night...It was really great actually...nice to be out again...but unfortunatly thats all there is to it...In a weird twist of fate she is still hung up on someone. Which is fine. At least she didn't string me along. So I'm back to being aon my own again...which does suck and I'm kinda bummed...miss my son too so I guess I'm double bummed lol...Yes my life sucks at times and I do wonder when the hell its gonna stop kicking me..I'm having one of those I wanna die days. I'm not gonna do anything stuoid or drink so please do not worry. Just tired of being alone and living with the fact my drinking screwed up my life. It was nice not thinking about it all week...just when I think things could be turning around for me I always seem to fall again...

[Doggygirl]

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Noticed your thread up at the top and realized I haven't popped in for a long time. Sorry the date didn't work out as you hoped. One thing is for sure (besides the fact that I won't be drinking today LOL :H). You might not meet the right person on a date in the next year. But if you don't date, you will definitely not meet the right person.

I'm sorry you are missing your son. Like I said, haven't had a lot of time here in awhile so am not caught up. I hope all is OK and you still get good visiting time.

Have a good weekend!

DG

[one2many]

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Awwh Sk8 Mate,

Thats wank about the date and even wankier that you are missing Aaron.....if I am thinking correctly he is only gone for another week tho??

Snap out of that buzz you are on, only makes you feel shite......you are a young man with a whole life ahead of you, plenty of time to meet someone else and get yer life moving again....Remember, you did not become an alcoholic in 100 or so days so it will take time to find your place and for things to pan out.

In the meantime, use visualisation to see yourself where you want to be and living the life you always dreamed of, send it out there to the universe and know that something good will come your way.

You will have to make do with dating us MWO bints for a little while long longer but we are good to practice on!!

Love,
Oney xx

[OverIt2007]

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Hey Sk8,

Just curious, why is she internet dating if she is still hung up on somebody else??? Well, the first part of your paragraph said that you had a nice time. Well, then thats a good thing right?

So it was not in the cards for you and this girl, so what. At least you got yourself out there and had a new experience and took a step. I think this is a very positive step from how I see it.

Im sorry you are missing Aaron too. Will you see him this weekend hopefully?

Please stop beating yourself up over the drinking. Way I see it is that your girlfriend should have forgiven you by now, Opps sorry me sticking my opinions out there again.

Hope you cheer up Sk8'r.

[sk8punk]

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Thanks girls...No I did make a friend and like you said at least I am getting out there again. And i did make a friend. Guess it was just good having a glimmer of hope. But like everything else in this new sober world just take what good you can from it and move on.
Yeah Aarons gone for another week. I am done with my sons mom so that good not having that weighing me down. Just gotta rebound from all of this.

And Over please never apoligize or feel bad for putting your opinion out there. With out all the things said in this post I wouldn't be where I am today...which isn't a bad place at all.

[OverIt2007]

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So things are finally done with you and Aarons Mom? Perhaps I missed some posts in there somewhere. Are you sure its over??? Has she told you this? (preferably face to face!)

It sounds like your ok with it though. Im happy to see that. One thing that I learned along time ago is that you can never base your happiness on somebody else. Maybe thats why I have stayed single for so long.

I love the new pic of you and Aaron! He looks like such a big boy there!!

[sk8punk]

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No she still hasn't said anything. I just got tired of the way she was treating me and this whole situation. So that's why I more or less moved on and tried to start dating. You are right you can't get happiness from someone else. I do hate it that my self confidence sky rocketed when someone was interested in me and hit bottom again today when their not. Maybe its just today well have to see how I feel tomorrow. But at least I am getting out there and trying.

[sk8punk]

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That right there is the key to my success in sobrity...my pride and joy...never in my life have I loved another human being so much...my only goal in life is to see him smile and hear him laugh...I have never cried as much as I have today in my life....I'm not ashamed to admit that at all...I will not fail at sobrity.