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[K9Lover]

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Hello? (echo and crickets)
Boy, you two (Sk8 and Overit) keep me busy trying to keep track of you! Check in so I can relax. LOL
:h

[mama bear]

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oh over it...did u cry????
my youngest baby started high school last week and my oldest baby starts COLLEGE on Monday....I am leaving now to hang myself...'

hey K9...love the silly things you said on the "I can do this" thread

[K9Lover]

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SK8!!! WHERE ARE YOU??

[rebirth]

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K9lover I am worried too. I dont always post on here but I do read to stay updated. I hope you are okay Sk8 ???

[OverIt2007]

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Im sure he is fine. Just a feeling I have. I bet he is having computer issues or something? Maybe he needs a break from us!! NO!!!

[rebirth]

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Lol. probably!

[K9Lover]

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Ok well I will stop buggin', but I hope he checks in soon! Don't tell me I've managed to run yet another guy off! LOL

[rebirth]

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Hey k9. Just been reading a few of your posts about your strong urge to drink around the four month mark. It seems that other members had this too.This worries me as I will be approaching this mark soon. Do you think you talked yourself into subconsciusly wanting a drink?

[K9Lover]

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Hi Rebirth!
My cravings kind of hit me out of nowhere. I guess I thought I had gone SOOO long without a drink that obviously I don't have a problem, right? (that was the beast speaking) I'm not sure what it is around the 4 month (or so) mark...but I remember UKBlonde telling me she had the same feeling. I guess I was overconfident or complacent. Anyway, I took my time, REALLY thought it out and immediately got back on my Antabuse (I had stopped after about 2 months). I am still taking Antabuse right now, I figured I would go another couple of months on it. You should be so proud of yourself for all of your AF time...and I wouldn't worry about potentially having cravings, they don't happen to everyone. Keep doing a great job

[rebirth]

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Thanks K9. I also think you are fabulous. I read your posts and I marvel at your inner strength too.I think the two of us have come really far.
I just hope SK8 is okay. It's very unlike him to not post for this length of time. Very odd.

[techie]

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MISSING YOU. Hope all is well!!!

[Ringing Cedars]

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Hey Sk8'r I took this one especially for you!! Don't know if you've seen it.

If you have I guess that means you have been lurking and that's just fine!! You know me. I don't pull any punches, so I will say what's on my mind to you in hopes that you are just lurking and nothing more. Having said that, if you are lurking I'm supposing you've had a slip in your sobriety and have not come out of it. YET!

Otherwise, I just think I know you well enough to know that you would let us know you were finding it necessary to leave the site or even that you needed a break. I will be happy to be informed otherwise by you Sk8. ) If you ever questioned whether we all really care about you....question no more. We do! hence people reaching out to you now.

Sk8'r I know the road is difficult especially when it comes to losing our children (part time/full time) for different reasons and no one here would judge you if you have sought solace in booze. However, we would all encourage you to reach out take our hands and support to get back on track.

You?ve told me to always be honest with you SK8 and I respect you enough to do that with love and compassion. Please let us know how you are doing. RC:l


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[mama bear]

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has he surfaced yet?????

[sk8punk]

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WOW...I never doubted any of you cared. Just been doining the usual. Nope haven't had a slip up still sober. Don't even know how many days its been at this point...let me look...5 months next wednsday.
So let's see what have I been up to? Since Aaron got back from vaction I see him Thursdays and Saturdays since I don't work. Me and his mom still are not talking but at this point it doesn't bother me at all anymore. I know I'm a good person no matter what she wants to believe. Honestly its her loss. I've been skating a lot more oh and dating...well sorta. I don't have a girlfriend but I've made friends. You know about the first girl. Her and I still text for a couple of hours everyday or so. I've developed a slight crush on her which is very typical of me...always going after what I can't have. Um...been an two dates with another girl. She used to skate back in the 80's. She's a bartender so has those weird hours and drinks a little to much for my comfort so things are not really happening there. Ironically she knows my sons mom and even dated her ex husband after those two split. Strange. But I now know that the way my sons mom is acting is not unusual for her. And then today I started emailing yet another girl...this one actually skated in the 80's too (don't ask me how I find em cause I have no idea how I'm doing it lol). Oh she also doesn't drink and never has. Her grandfather was a alcoholic so she learned at a young age. So far this one hasn't progressed to far yet.
So as you can see I'm johnny socialite now lol...Not really I'm still on my own A LOT. I'm still going to counsuling and I'm still on the anti depressents. Hope your all doing well. I promise I'll check in more often..

[techie]

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GREAT GREAT GREAT NEWS!!!