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[OverIt2007]

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Hey Sk8,

Wow, sounds like you are having some pretty good luck with the online dating. Good for you! May I ask which one? POF? Thats a free one. Im just being noisey.

I had many many bad dates over the years, trust me you are doing very well!! Of course so much of it has to do with Luck and Timing. Currently I am pretty happy with a somebody special, so you just never know!!

Im glad your able to start putting the Ex behind you now, well you know what I mean. I always thought you were not being treated fairly, but that seems to all be moving into the past, and I hope you can create a good mutual relationship where Aaron is concerned.

Its good to see you living again!!!

[rebirth]

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That sounds really great SK8 but take it easy...!

[K9Lover]

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Yay Sk8! Glad to hear things are going so well. Be sure to let your fan club (me, Overit and Rebirth) know how things go on Tuesday! LOL

Have a great weekend

[sk8punk]

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Hey Over and Rebirth,

LOL...don't worry I am taking it very easy and slow. I am only "dating" one person at a time. I just can't go out with a bunch of people at once and string people along. That is not the type of person I am. I'd feel way to bad to do that. The one I'm talking with now seems to be everything I'm looking for. I talked to her for a hour last night and she asked me to call her again today before she goes to camp for the long weekend. I'm just being myself and trying not to worry about things.

Oh Over I use Match. Trust me I do think I've just been lucky so far..then again things could be different for guys than girls. Of course I am out looking for a relationship and not trying to get laid. I think thats what most of you girls have to put up with. I've been told most of the guys on there are very creepy.

I am over my ex...you can only kick a dog so many times before it turns on you. I'm still trying to build a civil relationship for Aarons sake but she's even fighting me on that. Whatever to each their own. I know I'm a completely different person than when I started this thread and a way different and better person than I was 5 months ago. Life put me on this road for a reason and even though it has been bumpy its been educational as well....I've come out of hell a stronger and more focused person oh and a awesome dad!

[sk8punk]

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Hey K9...will do! Keep your fingers crossed for me...I like this one.

[techie]

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Best of luck 8 & have a GREAT weekend!

[sk8punk]

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Thanks Techie wishing you a great weekend too!!

[OverIt2007]

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I know I'm a completely different person than when I started this thread and a way different and better person than I was 5 months ago. Life put me on this road for a reason and even though it has been bumpy its been educational as well....I've come out of hell a stronger and more focused person oh and a awesome dad!



Thats what its all about Sk8!!! Thats what its all about for you, and for all of us too!!!

[rebirth]

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Sk8 You casanova you! I am loving your recent posts! About a month ago you were upset cause no one liked you and now you are spoilt for choice!!
Fingers crossed that you find new love.

[sk8punk]

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lol...far from a casanova! I guess be careful what you wish for lol. I kinda hate talking to muliple girls at once I really wanna just find that one and get on with it...I think I have a promising prospect we'll have to see. the thing I really don't like about this online dating is that like someone said backwards. It almost seems unnatural too. Honestly I wouldn't recomend this to anyone unless your as much as a introvert as me.

Had a great day with Aaron yesterday. That little guy is starting to talk so much!

[sk8punk]

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Well I hope everyone in the states had a good labor day weekend. Didn't do much here...helped a friend through some heartbreak today. It is funny now that I'm sober I'm much more caring and compassionate. Not that that is a bad thing. I really enjoy trying to help people. I think going through everything I did this year really put things in perspective...those things I thought were mountains months ago are now nothing more than ant hills under my foot.

Well I gotta call the perspective girl in a hour and can you believe I'm actually nervous!? Guess somethings never change.

[rebirth]

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So did the phonecall go Sk8?

[sk8punk]

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Hey Rebirth, I think it went really well...we defiantly think along the same lines which is kinda rare for me to find. I'm just trying to relax and let things happen. I have a bad tendency to worry to much about if she likes me or not. Thats the new thing I'm working on. Always something huh..lol. So how are you doing these days Rebirth?

[rebirth]

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SK8 I almost lost it last night! I had a bad weekend and my head was in a really bad place yesterday. I dont know what happened but i was at the supermarket in the drinks section looking at wine. Jesus it was a battle. i was sweating! In the end i bought AF wine ( still not good). I drank a couple of glasses and luckily it tasted really bad. Plus there was no buzz. I poured the rest down the sink.

I guess I have satisfied my curiostiry if what AF wine tastes like but I see that I have to be very careful.Like you said..always something to work on. It can be exhausting at times but its so much better than trying to mask it with drugs. I cant go back to my old life. It was too chaotic and disturbing.

Yeah go easy with her. You dont want to get hurt. x

[sk8punk]

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I'm glad you pulled through that Rebirth. Luckily I've never had that battle...but like you said I can't go back to the way I was. I think thats what keeps me going. Hey I'm still learning to deal with life sober and it is much easier than hiding with alcohol.

Yeah I'm trying to go easy....I always get hurt though...that just seems the way my life goes