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[rebirth]

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lol. Your look sums it all up Sk8! Anyways what happened to the girl you were talking to?

[OverIt2007]

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That pics great! At least you still got your sense of humor! Sometimes you just gotta say F---K IT!!!

[Pride before Fall]

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haha! You look like that painting, "The Scream" (which I have on my work-computer background--I feel that way A LOT!)

[rebirth]

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Is that edward Munch?

[Pride before Fall]

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Yes! something tells me he wasn't a particularly jolly guy. ; )

[sk8punk]

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I thought the same thing after I took the picture. I studied him in art school but I can't remember what was wrong with him. It was either depression or schzopernia. Just checking in. Everything is going alright here. Things are looking up. Nothings changed but I'm feeling better. Oh Rebirth things didn't work out with that girl. Not talking to anyone new right now and I don't really feel the need to. Things will happen when they happen.

[rebirth]

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Thats the attitude SK8. Things do happen when it's right. My current BF didnt show up on our first date! He asked me out on a date after months of flirting with me and then didnt blasted show up... nor contact me afterwards. I was so embarassed.
I didnt see him for over a year and he then reappeared again in my life.I played hard to get, he was apologetic, he asked me out again and we have been together ever since.

While he wasnt in my life I went on a couple of dating sites with the wrong frame of mind. I was desparate and it showed in my actions. I dated because I was lonely. I dated because I didnt love myself. I was drinking alot. I should have just focused on myself in getting mentally and physically better. The experiences from those sites just made me feel worse.

But then again, maybe I needed them to get to where I am now. Fate maybe

[sk8punk]

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Yeah Rebirth I completly believe things happen for a reason. You may not realize it for awhile but one day things will just click. I haven't been around because I'm trying to get in as much skating as I can before the cold weather sets in. I'm in a really good frame of mind recently...I think I actually love myself which is very odd for me....here's a rant I sent one of my best friends yesterday

my self confidence is probably the best it has been in years. Skating around today it hit me. I've been like this for over half my life and haven't changed for anybody or anything. Even through harrasment and ups and downs if that doesn't take courage and self confidence I don't know what does. Then in this last 6 months I've been through hell and soul searching and have embraced who I am and my flaws. I'm me and those who don't get it..fuck em if you do get it come along for the ride. Wow life isn't that hard once you don't give a shit about society and live as yourself. That's my rant for today.

So basically I'm very comfortable with who I am. Its taken a lot to get here but I don't have any regrets. Those are useless to me. So it comes down to this....be yourself...live your life...treat others as you want to be treated...let others be who they are...and things will fall into place.

[Soulsearcher]

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I just had to jump ahead and let u know how much you're inspiring me! I'm a newbie, whole 24 hrs. Came across your thread this afternoon and can't stop reading. Im only on page 9 but thanks. Such great support and advice from everybody!! Think I found the right place.
I see so much of what I'm going through you've already conquered. Especially with the girlfriend and not letting go of the pain you created. My bad night was only 48 hrs ago but I know already how much pain I caused my boyfriend and indirectly his daughter. They all suffer. From reading this page it seems you did it, you've made it to the other side. Congrats! back to page 9....

[rebirth]

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You are probably doing alot of skating SK8? Where are you? I miss our little chats

[K9Lover]

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Sk8 and Overit are both missing....coincidence? Hmmm...

[Ringing Cedars]

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Yes it is....community missing you two! But we know OI is ok now. Sk8'R??? Could you check in please?

[Soulsearcher]

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Hey SK8, Im that newbie inspired by your posts, hope all ok....

[rebirth]

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I do miss Overit and SK8. They were here when I first started. I hate change! lol

[techie]

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rebirth;974988 wrote: I do miss Overit and SK8. They were here when I first started. I hate change! lol

OverIt is back around after having computer problems RB. SK8 is in/out from time-to-time.