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Hi Over,
Yes I was definitely in a funk all October. I was impossible to live with...my poor partner! I know drinking is not the answer but I couldnt help myself and I feel relieved that I got it out the way. I always wondered what would happen to me if i drank again..would I stop after or would I carry on drinking and never be able to stop. The suspense was killing me. Oh I do play with fire!

Luckily I didnt have the compulsion to drink the next day! I am also committed to a sober November! xx

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I guess i am still angry that I cannot drink like a normal person. It's something I thought I had mentally sorted out but I havnt..
I really need to work on this resentment

[jennyneric]

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SK8. . . how did halloween go with your son?

[OverIt2007]

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Rebirth,

Well, I am just glad you are ok and nothing horrible happened to you. Do you feel like your coming out of the funk now? Its a brand new month and a great time to do so.

I care about you Girly and want to see you smiling just as much as you hope I am smiling. I suppose the lesson is, even when we have the storms in life, we always have to remember that the rainbow is usually around the corner in time.

I see lots of rainbows in your future..

:l Overit

Hi Sk8'r!!!! Hope to hear how your doing very soon!! I bet you had a blast at Halloween with Aaron~ Good Times For Sure

[rebirth]

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Hi Over. Yes I feel SOOOOOOOO much better thanks. I feel like a new woman again. Here 's to a good month for the two of us. God bless you. xxxx

[OverIt2007]

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Im SO Happy to hear that Rebirth!! Yay!!

YES, lets both have a good November and beyond. Its coming into the holiday season and we both have little boys to spoil and play Santa too. We have many happy times in our futures.

We have much to be Thankful and Grateful for Honey, remember that when those dark clouds come around to chase them away. Yes, God IS good and the blessings are ours for the taking, just reach our your hand and take them.

:l Overit

Hey Sk8er!!

[K9Lover]

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Rebirth!
Sorry to hear that you drank, but I'm glad nothing bad happened, and that it didn't turn into an extended binge! You know how much we care about you around here and want you to be happy. Here's to a sober November my friend! :l

p.s. Sorry for the delayed response, I was "unhooked" for 5 days (took a couple days off work)

p.s.s. Hi Overit and Sk8! [and everyone else!!]

[OverIt2007]

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Hi K-9!

How are you doing sweet girl???

Im feeling much better lately. I got over that stupid break up with whats his name, and all of a sudden I meet TWO guys over the internet I am very interested in.

Hey.... Maybe this dating thing is not so bad, maybe it can be fun if done in the right way.

Sending you all a big ol HUG!

[sk8punk]

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Hey everyone! Jenny...well Aaron fell asleep so we didn't go trick r treating. His mom said she took photos of him in his costume that she'll give me. I guess we'll see if that happens. Oh he was a pirate...which I thought was totally awesome!

Rebirth...hang in there. Doesn't sound bad at all. I think it was something you had to do for yourself. I too miss the occasional drink or drinking like a normal person. But I can't and won't . I think those feeling for me are brought up because of the holiday parties. I can say that I'm glad I have so much time under my belt. I couldn't imagine trying to kick the habit during the next couple of months.

I start my new job Monday which is ironically my 7 month mark. Things are good here. Bein drawing up a new tattoo idea. I'll post it up when I get it done.

[KateH1]

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Just popping in to say Hi Sk8! I enjoy following you on your journey! You always make me smile!

Congratulations on your new job! I hope that it is something that you enjoy!

xx Kate

[mama bear]

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hey guys...I miss you all

[rebirth]

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Ha Ha Mama Bear. Love the new avatar! Thats actuelly a very beautiful looking cow. Never seen a cow like that in the UK.

K9 - Thanks for the hug. It was a relief that I didnt go on a week long binge! Someone was looking out for me!!! x

Speaking of christmas..what is everyone asking for?
Over- your son is the same age as mine? What does he want from Santa? My little boy wants a Nintendo DS! He is only 6 years old and most of his friends have them.Jeez..life has changed. I was happy for a little doll..or a colouring set.

Sk8 - You are doing AMAZINGLY well?! Seven months is fantastic! I also have to think I cant and I wont in future. Are you nervous about your new job? Would love to see the tattoo. They are so popular now. I am too chicken to mark my skin ( but just like to burn it when I am drunk ha ha).

Anyways, the leaves are changing and the days are getting shorter. I cant believe I have been on this site for 5 months already. Time flies