I would be honored to start the ODAT thread today Today is kind of an exciting day for me, in an hour or so I have a doctors appointment to discuss me getting on Antabuse. I already have a full bottle, but I would like to just have a few questions answered about it, and perhaps have a liver check done as well. Just want to be sure about the stuff, its a pretty radical step and a pretty serious drug to take. Its the ultimate commitment to not drinking, as your option to drink is taken out of your hands!
To be honest, the past two months were not a success even though my drinking was way down, when I DID drink, it was ALOT, and honestly it does not feel like success to cut down as the issues are still there! It has to be all or nothing for me.
To have 4 or 5 days AF is great, but when you cave in, I really feel back over and over at square one. Its not progressing to me to do good, then drink. I really believe the real growth from drinking is going to come with complete abstinance.
Happy ODAT to all to follow! You guys mean alot to me
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