Opps, Sorry did not see post already started! Sorry guys!!!
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ODAT Monday June 7
Hey Overit..
Outch. yeah that's gotta be tough.
Well good you got it out of the system. You had to run into them eventually I'm sure. Just jump straight back onto the wagon. leave the AL behind with the guy and his girlfriend.
How's the dating life going actually?
Had a tough weekend here and just about gave in as well. We moved house and I started convincing myself that I deserved a beer with the guys after. I promise you I was sosososo close. It is scary. I really was convinced I could do it and continue AF the next day with no consequence. The same lie that drove me back to drinking last year. arg....
Thank God I somehow managed to say no. It was really, really tough. I got through it one minute at a time. I almost wandered off again thinking, well how long can I keep this up anyhow. But reminded myself it's about here and now, not tomorrow.
ODAT all the way!! One hour, one minute at a time if I have to.AF since 15th March 2010
The journey is the goal. As long as you're fighting the good fight and you're not giving up on giving up, you're winning. It's not about how often you get knocked down, it's about how often you get up again. Sobriety the goal for sure. But striving to get to that goal is what it's about. Not getting there. Because the journey never ends. The journey is the goal. -
ODAT Monday June 7
Hi Johnny!!! So nice to hear from you, you always make my day
As you see I deleted what I wrote, but thank you for the well wishes.
Oh Johnny, you are so much stronger than me!!! After seeing the two of them together I could not say No, I just had to forget the emotions that came over me. Perhaps its good, it IS time to move on for Gods sake. This is nothing new! Me and this guy parted ways years ago, but I never forgot him, perhaps always hoping that we would still be in each others lives in some way. The thing is, we were FRIENDS for years and years then we became lovers. I miss that friendship!!
Im SO PROUD of you for being so Strong!!! Can some of your strength rub off on me Actually, I know I will get there... I WILL. Thanks for being so great and keep being strong. Its worth it..
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ODAT Monday June 7
Oh.... didn't see that either... Was wondering why there was only an ODAT thread so late in the afternoon with no replies
Will repost there...
I can understand that. I really can. You'll find the right guy for yourself. he's somewhere out there. Be sure.
I hope you don't mind me asking. What happnd to the other guy? You know, the christian/non drinker.AF since 15th March 2010
The journey is the goal. As long as you're fighting the good fight and you're not giving up on giving up, you're winning. It's not about how often you get knocked down, it's about how often you get up again. Sobriety the goal for sure. But striving to get to that goal is what it's about. Not getting there. Because the journey never ends. The journey is the goal.Comment
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ODAT Monday June 7
You have a great memory!!
Funny thing is, I believe I do have a date with the non drinker Christian guy
I do like him, but he is so mysterious and does not call me for weeks at a time. I thought he was not even interested, but he actually called me last night and we made a date. Funny huh.
I just get this sense with him it will go nowhere. A womans intuition perhaps. Maybe I am wrong, wouldnt that be wonderful?
Thank you for asking. Im so proud of you for being so strong. I am going to use you as my inspiration, yes YOU.
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