ODAT 15th June

[OverIt2007]

ODAT 15th June

No it was not R.C. For absolutely no reason at all other than being just a bit bored, while shopping I decided to grab some wine too. For no reason at all, other than bored and felt like drinking. Same old shit, different day. Im really getting sick of this, really. I know i need to make some changes and soon.

I really should just pop the damn Antabuse and be on it. The diet pills I am still taking are not helping me either, they make me cracked out. I need to decide... Diet pills or Antabuse? Which one is most important to me. I do not think I can do the diet pills and not drink.

Im ok, dont worry about me ok? Just a little disappointed but I will get over it. I really am happy for others success, just wish it could be me.


I hear ya Johnny, I really do. Definately something to really consider for sure

[OverIt2007]

ODAT 15th June

I just realized something really really stupid. If the diet pills make me want to drink, isnt that defeating the purpose of losing weight???? Duhhh!!!!

I think I just answered my own question!!! Now I think I know which one is more important to me... The Antabuse!

[Ringing Cedars]

ODAT 15th June

Aw hun if you really want this ... get rid of the diet pill and pop that antabuse. I can help you with the diet along the way if you want.

Oops gotta run.

[mama bear]

ODAT 15th June

thanks guys.....my reason is STRESS and HABIT....and I am upset that I continue to disappoint my sweet husband....
but I will beat this thing...

[OverIt2007]

ODAT 15th June

I hear ya Mama... My problem is Habit too! Not really stress, but habit, and just cuz I wanna!

You'll get there Mama, if you really want to. I was thinking, that is KEY to everything. Wanting it! We HAVE to WANT IT, then we will succeed for sure. Im positive of that!

[mama bear]

ODAT 15th June

I WANT IT BAD TODAY.....I don't want to ruin my marriage....

[OverIt2007]

ODAT 15th June

Well keep that feeling Mama. I want it bad today too! I didnt want to say anything because I was too embarressed, but I smacked my son in the face last night. Not very hard, but it still happened. I think you can imagine how I feel to smack a little boy in the face. Not feeling very good here!

[mama bear]

ODAT 15th June

it's ok honey.....he was probably being a brat and may have deserved it.....i'll forgive you and you can forgive me....how's that??

[OverIt2007]

ODAT 15th June

No Mama, he was not being a brat. He is usually a little sweetheart. He did nothing wrong. He accidentally locked us out of the house, but why we were locked out of the house was because Mom was drunk and forgot to bring the keys with her. It was my fault and I took it out on him. I feel about an inch tall today, not to mention I had to call a locksmith which cost me 130.00 for me being an idiot. Im also heading into financial ruin, but that is a different story.

Yes, lets just be done with this shit Mama. Im game if you are, and of course I can forgive you. forgiving myself might be a bit harder today for me though.

Oh, No I was not driving anywhere in case anyone is wondering. We were just going for a walk around the block with the dog.

[Panno]

ODAT 15th June

Mama and Over I'm in your corner, we will get there soon i'm sure of it.

Over I remember smacking my daughter in the face on 2 seperate occassions when she was little and both time she remembers to this day, mainly because I was never in the habit of smacking the children. We laugh about it now honestly, she use to wind me up so much, she was a little monkey.

[mama bear]

ODAT 15th June

over it....forgive yourself baby and give your son some extra love tonight and tell him you are sorry.....kids are SO forgiving....
yes I am done with this shit too girl......in fact i need to jump on the cuss thread for a few minutes!!!
I adore the two of you, Panno and Overit, and we willkick ass together....
the cravings yesterday damn near killed me and i caved in like an asshole....

[Ambergold]

ODAT 15th June

Johnny! I just realised it is 3 months for you, no! Well done!!!!! I will be there soon!!! Thanks for all the sharing going on here... I am new at posting, but I can get used to it!!!

All of us WILL do this thing, sooner or later, so give me ONE reason, why not now?!?

Love to all!

[OverIt2007]

ODAT 15th June

Well, we adore you too Mama. We understand, trust me. I truly fight the exact same battle you do. We can figure it out and we will get there. Pinky swear promise.

[K9Lover]

ODAT 15th June

Hi Everyone!
Overit ~ Sorry to hear about what happened with your son. Just move on from here, that's all you can do. I know you were trying to decide between the diet pills and the Antabuse, I definitely vote for the Antabuse...give it a try, I think you'll be happy with it.
Mama ~ Keep trying, you WILL beat this thing!
RC ~ How are you doing these days?
Hi Panno and everyone else I missed! Everyone keep hanging in there...just focus on today. We can't change the past, just learn from it and move on.
Luv you guys!
K9

[mama bear]

ODAT 15th June

triple pinky swear promise......and Ambergold you can kick ass with us!!!!