ODAT 15th June

[OverIt2007]

ODAT 15th June

Mama! Would your husband go to some meetings with you??? Like Alanon or whatever you call it, where family members and you go together? If I had a husband, I think that would be a great idea, and your relationship could also grow so much closer. Im sure its close already but you know what I mean?

Mama, Im pretty sure my drinking stems from loneliness. I mean I have my son, but other than that we are all alone. BUt that is still no excuse for me. There are solutions to every problem.

[Coco-Nut]

ODAT 15th June

May I join you...

After 14 days I broke down last night and drank. What a shit-for-brains little penguin puke I feel today... Like a right plank.*

(But Happy Tuesday anyway!)

*that's for Mollyka!

[OverIt2007]

ODAT 15th June

Hi Coco! Nice to see you! Im sorry you slipped, but as you see, so did me and Mama. Were trying to figure our solutions out right now. We will all get there! 14 days is awesome, dont discourage yourself by forgetting you had that much time, it DOES mean something.

[Panno]

ODAT 15th June

Coco well done on 14 days something I dream off right now, in 3 and half months I still have yet to get to double figures!! Keep going, yesterday was yesterday x

[K9Lover]

ODAT 15th June

Welcome Coco!
Join us...we love having you! Sorry about your slip. Wipe yourself off and start over today. We're here for you.
K9

[mama bear]

ODAT 15th June

I know Panno

[Coco-Nut]

ODAT 15th June

No clue,..

I didn't really even WANT a drink. What's THAT all about? Just being a little brat.

[mama bear]

ODAT 15th June

damn coco...thats amazing!!! I am proud of you...
Over it...I don't know if he would go or not.....he's a very controlled drinker and doesn't understand the issue....what upsets me so much about last night is that i fussed this weekend about him going to the damn bar every night and it sure seemed like the pot was calling the kettle black....so he said he would quit if that was what was making me drink......so...he's home last night and what does dumb ass me do?
drink......

[mama bear]

ODAT 15th June

half the time i don;t either...coco...but after a couple of beers i feel good and then....it's ON!!

[OverIt2007]

ODAT 15th June

CoCo, I hear ya, because know what? I didnt really want to drink either!!! I think I drink, because, well thats just what I am used to doing! Its like whoa, wait a minute, something is wrong. How come I am not drinking? How freaking F'd up is that????


Yep, I hear ya Mama. Thats me all the way too, except with nasty wine. Yuk.

[Panno]

ODAT 15th June

Me neither Coco!! Even as we speak I'm having conversations in this thick bloody head of mine!! :H:H

[mama bear]

ODAT 15th June

yeah...i feel kind of lost without a drink in my hand...stupid huh

[OverIt2007]

ODAT 15th June

Well, Mama and Panno, it is quite obvious that we need to make some changes. Are we up for some changes? Can we do this and do we even want to do this?

This is the KEY. Do we really want to do this and do we really want to change? I just know I hate feeling the way I do today. Like a failure. Feeling like a failure is not worth the cheap ass buzz I got last night, not to mention that my little boy deserves way better of a role model for him.

It may be hard, but we have to change, because this is not working for any of us now is it really?

[Panno]

ODAT 15th June

I agree Over it definately has to change, when I think of everybody we have congratulated this past week on 30 days, and all the newbies here on ODAT really doing well, how about we all go and have brain surgery :H:H

[Panno]

ODAT 15th June

Sorry I should not make light of it, maybe thats my problem!! I just hate being down!