Lately, all i want to do is cry. I know there is so much pain and grief under my drinking and i know if i stop, i will have to face it. It's grief from my sister's death, from two failed relationships i have had in the past 2 years and from the mistakes i have made. Sometimes it feels insurmountable and sometimes i wonder what's the point. I really don't want to give up drinking because i know i'll have to face all of this and i really don't want to. I've got to find a way out of this, if i could not drink for one night, it would be a miracle..
Where do i start?
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