What a loser!
Instead I drank too much, DROVE AND PICKED UP MY LITTLE GIRLS FROM SUMMER CAMP THAT WAY, got home later than I had told my husband I would....we were suppose to go out to dinner, which we still did - but I was intoxicated, though I think I hid it well from him.
I feel so ashamed.
Today I saw my counselor. He told me he saw me yesterday at stop light and recognized me. He could tell I had been drinking.
I was so embarassed! I feel so aweful. Alcohol is no reward, it strips me of my dignity, it jeopardizes the well being of my children and others, it shames me, it makes feel so bad. I am so sad right now, crying. I can't tell my husband, we see things very differently and I don't let him know how hard a time I am having with alcohol. He is so judgmental and any word of that nature out of his mouth right now would send me over the edge. I feel so horrible.
I HATE ALCOHOL - I hate feeling so bad about myself. I am so miserable right now.
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