Screwed up!

[greeneyes]

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here ya go! https://www.mywayout.org/community/f1...lan-41280.html

[greeneyes]

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And this will help you with #3 https://www.mywayout.org/community/f1...box-27556.html

[jade555]

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Thanks greeneyes!!!

[IAD]

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Jade555.....That's what happens when you have sex in mid air....."you Screw Up !" ha! Don't worry about it ! Keep trying ! We are here to help ! IAD.

[ThisWayOut]

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Jade, you are moving in the right direction. Honesty. And, turning that anger from you to the AL monster inside. Beat the Monster up not yourself. Plan for sobriety, keep working on what works for you and never give up. Love.

[Doggygirl]

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Good for you giving those questions some thought and asking for help! That is important. To this day I think very carefully about putting myself in situations where there will be a lot of drinking going on. My sobriety is precious to me. I have relapsed in the past, and that ain't pretty. I am willing to do whatever it takes to stay sober. ANYTHING. That has meant a lot of lifestyle changes. And friendship changes too. But it's all been worth every bit of it.

Strength and hope to you! Let's choose not to drink, just for today.

DG

[savon19]

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Jade, it seems amazing to me that you were able to hide your drinking from your husband - but not from your counselor at a stop light?

WOW.

Sounds like you've taken stock of things, though. Being aware is half the battle...

[jade555]

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OK, let me clarify - obviously my husband could smell it on me. Where I should have been more clear is that I am able to "hide" just how much I drank and not that I had been drinking. We get so good at covering things up.....I can "hide" that I drank the whole bottle, he thinks I just had maybe 2 glasses. That's what I meant. And I don't take any pride whatsoever in that - it's not good!