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    Stupid stupid me

    Last night I decided to do a very stupid thing after having an argument with the GF.
    Guess what the argument was about? Yes me drinking, she told me in a txt that I had ruined her and us. I got home and found out she had left so I decided to self harm with a razor, but as the doctor told me today that harming could have ended in death.
    I have just come back from a&e observation ward. The hospital are contacting my doctor and I have to make a emergency appointment, if this isn't a wake up call then.
    Don't Let The Bastards Grind You Down - Eat Them Alive

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    Stupid stupid me

    Oh Flip, what can I say? Nothing is worth getting to that stage about - you know that. Make that appointment and get all the help you can. Thinking of you
    Molly
    Contentedly sober since 27/12/2011
    contentedly NF since 8/04/14

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      #3
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      Oh Flip - no-one is worth harming yourself over! I am glad that everything turned out okay. I also think it is good that you have to see your doctor - have you tried to stop drinking - or are you AF? Depending on the relationship that you and your GF had, you might be best moving on and getting yourself on the journey. Anyone that you are in a relationship with, MUST understand the AL problem. I understand them not wanting to put up with it too, but please - no more self harming eh?? Good luck with the Doc - let us know.

      Hugs to you, Sunshinedaisies x
      How simple it is to see that we can only be happy now and there will never be a time when it is not now....

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        #4
        Stupid stupid me

        Oh Flip....
        I dont know what to say sweetie....I thought you were doing better??
        I will be thinking of you and I agree with Molly
        Get all the help you can
        I love my family more than alcohol.:h
        Live in the Solution....not the problem

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          #5
          Stupid stupid me

          Flippy,

          I am so sorry hon, please do go and get every last bit of help that is out there. Keep checking in here no matter how you are feeling, we are all your friends and we understand.

          Thinking of ya mate xxx
          "It's not your job to like me, it's mine!"

          AF 10th May 2010
          NF 12th May 2010

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            #6
            Stupid stupid me

            one2many;920728 wrote: Flippy,

            I am so sorry hon, please do go and get every last bit of help that is out there. Keep checking in here no matter how you are feeling, we are all your friends and we understand.

            Thinking of ya mate xxx
            I feel so so stupid, I guess it was a cry out for help. Still very tearfull at the moment....

            The doctor has told me I need to give up the drink.........
            Don't Let The Bastards Grind You Down - Eat Them Alive

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              #7
              Stupid stupid me

              Hey Flip!
              I was wondering where you had disappeared to.Jesus..I hope you are okay?
              Be strong-
              We define ourselves by the best that is in us, not the worse that has been done to us.
              Be constructive. Clear the word of CAN'T

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                #8
                Stupid stupid me

                You had planned to give up the drink...will you at least try?
                Be strong-
                We define ourselves by the best that is in us, not the worse that has been done to us.
                Be constructive. Clear the word of CAN'T

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                  #9
                  Stupid stupid me

                  Sorry to hear this Flip. Work hard with your doc and get your plan back on track. You're a GREAT person and we love you here. Dont give up Flip keep up the battle against this disease we all face. Thinking of you and wishing you all the best.
                  Outside of a dog a book is mans best friend. Inside of a dog its too dark to read

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                    rebirth;920734 wrote: Hey Flip!
                    I was wondering where you had disappeared to.Jesus..I hope you are okay?
                    Just a lot going on in my little head at the moment.
                    I'm scared as when thinking back on it I could have not been here today.

                    Its going to be al free and nothing else.
                    Don't Let The Bastards Grind You Down - Eat Them Alive

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                      #11
                      Stupid stupid me

                      I can imagine your head is full of all sorts.jeez... Just glad that you know what could have happened. ..Alcohol is scary stuff Flip.It can really mess your head up. You have got to try and give it up? I really hope you are okay..
                      :l
                      Be strong-
                      We define ourselves by the best that is in us, not the worse that has been done to us.
                      Be constructive. Clear the word of CAN'T

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                        #12
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                        Flip Top sweetie ...........

                        Please look at this as a wake up call, but I have to tell you that you are not the first and wont be the last person to react in this way .........

                        Do yourself a favour and try 30 days AF, I know that you're not a daily drinker but stringing together 30 days will make you feel SOOO much better .......

                        Thanks for reaching out to us, you have more friends here than you realise .......

                        Keep us informed .........

                        Love & Hugs, BB xxx
                        sigpicXXX

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                          #13
                          Stupid stupid me

                          I dented the kitchen wall when I hit it last night. I dont think my knuckle is damaged.
                          Don't Let The Bastards Grind You Down - Eat Them Alive

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                            #14
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                            or even one week? Try little steps first. They say one day at a time. Thats how I started. Me and alcohol were inseparable. I would rather die than not have my wine.. I hit rock bottom and had to do something cause I was scared for my safety Flip. Just like you. I just took it one day at a time with help from whatever I could get...xx
                            Be strong-
                            We define ourselves by the best that is in us, not the worse that has been done to us.
                            Be constructive. Clear the word of CAN'T

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                              #15
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                              Flip Top;920752 wrote: I dented the kitchen wall when I hit it last night. I dont think my knuckle is damaged.
                              That's from all the weight training. Seriously, you take care of yourself Flip!
                              Outside of a dog a book is mans best friend. Inside of a dog its too dark to read

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