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    #31
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    Ukblonde;921247 wrote: Flip

    I attended one of those interviews - silly thing was I was back at work at the time since I'm self-employed and claimed some sickness when I went on a couple of long benders. They said I'd have to do the medical in case I ever claim again.

    Stupid thing is they had to pay for me to travel as it was held in the next largest town. Tax payers expense for nothing.

    Anyway in the interview it was a case of "I can't do anything when I'm drinking", which is the absolute truth. So they couldn't argue with that.

    I had a car accident about a yr ago now and am still struggling to get full movement in my neck. The company (Atos Origin) who do the examination are a bunch of Mickey Mouse so called doctors. I hate being put in a pigeon hole and this is what this company does.

    I deal with them through work as well and they sent me off to Southampton for physio where they were getting weekly updates on my progress. I discussed with my physio the mental side of things to. But all Atos Origin were interested in was a return to work plan asap.

    In my eyes it's a business
    who is running on success rates of getting people back to work to make money out of it.

    When I had my car accident I was told I had lost 80% movement in my neck. Work refers me to these people and they think they can access me over the phone. And believe me the questions they asked me over the phone were the same as the questions they asked me in the DWP assessment. It made me laugh.
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      #32
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      I forgot to say Love all you guys and gals
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        #33
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        Hey flip. How are you feeling today? x
        Be strong-
        We define ourselves by the best that is in us, not the worse that has been done to us.
        Be constructive. Clear the word of CAN'T

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          #34
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          rebirth;922686 wrote: Hey flip. How are you feeling today? x
          Still very emotional keep going in to dazes. Had my report back from my Mental Health assessment prior to what happened on Monday evening .

          I scored a whopping 44 on the social phobia scale (clinical range is over 19) http://www.veale.co.uk/PDf/Treatment...l%20phobia.pdf

          Have phoned Sadas and am going to see them nxt Thursday.

          Told a friend last night stuff I havent told people ever before and he offered to pay for private councelling for me. That came as bit of a shock.

          Haven't told my parents about what happened this week but Mum suspected something had gone on but she didn't know quite what.
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            #35
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            Ok at the end of today it will be day 5 al free..
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              #36
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              Nice one Flip, the rest of the stuff you can get professional help with and I'm glad you spoke with your friend - sometimes we can feel so isolated - but you are doing the booze bit, and that alone will make you feel better and see clearer, thinking of you
              Molly
              Contentedly sober since 27/12/2011
              contentedly NF since 8/04/14

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                #37
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                Flip Top;923340 wrote: Ok at the end of today it will be day 5 al free..
                Well Done on day 5 Fliptop, thats brilliant, and your friend obviously thinks a lot of you, let him help you get the help that you need ............

                Love & Hugs, BB xx
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                  #38
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                  Well done flip,its good yov have someone u can talk & share with.keep moving forward wishing you the best.


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                    #39
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                    Thanks for the support guys - Have a ill health retirement examination on Wednesday that should be fun.
                    Filling myself up on rump steak tonight!

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                      #40
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                      Go for it Flippy and WELL DONE on day 5!
                      "It's not your job to like me, it's mine!"

                      AF 10th May 2010
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                        #41
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                        Flip i havent been here much as have my own battles but im so sorry to hear whats happened with you. Do you remember our chats? I think your GF has done this for you not just her. And hopefully although its all so scarey right now you will come through stronger. Babe you are in no state to support or give to a relationship. Concentrate on getting YOU well first. YOU are important. PM me anytime or come for a chat ok?
                        Love Pink.
                        HOUR BY HOUR, DAY BY DAY

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                          #42
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                          Day 7 Cold Turkey
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                            #43
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                            Day 8 Cold Turkey
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                              #44
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                              I have fallen again al beat me up yesterday - I was drinking to pluck up enough courage to tell my Dad about what issues are going on with me. Dad left me at home but I decided it would be a good idea to walk to the pub.
                              I have seen Sadas today and they have given me a drink diary which is suppose keep track of my mood, drinking time and days so they can get a pattern.

                              If anybody else wants a copy I can upload it .

                              Forgot to say I also got ill health retirement at work yesterday so that is the job gone that was bringing me down a great deal.
                              Sadas have said I need to get back to work but due to my injurys im still limited.

                              The people that said I was too ill to work and suggested ill health retirement are the same people(different dept) that said I was fit to work, so that ones going to come round and bite them on the arse.

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