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    ODAT Thursday 5th August

    Goodmorning to all that come

    I'm feeling pretty crap today, not sure exactly why but could be to do with lots and lots of unfinished things, these days I seem to start something and not finish it and it really gets me down. I'm wondering if its because I stopped taking the supplements (Kudzu, L Glut, Vit B and MT) about 3 weeks ago, I didn't think they were doing much but obviously there were - back to the health shop me thinks!! Also after having 2 weeks away from work has not helped it's just really highlighted just how much I hate it!!! Anyway sorry to vent and thanks for listening.

    Today I will not drink and thats a promise to myself

    Have a great and wonderful sober day everyone

    Luv P xx
    Learn from yesterday, live for today, hope for tomorrow. The important thing is not to stop questioning.

    #2
    ODAT Thursday 5th August

    Hi Panno!

    Im feeling pretty crappy today too! Not sure yet why. Could be because I drank last night or could be because my new boyfriend never bothered to return my calls or texts last night. Hmm, I thought I had a good one? Maybe not. Oh well.

    Im sorry your feeling down, but your sober! I will join you in the promise to not drink today! Im glad your back and posting again!

    Well, I am off in a few hours to visit my family up North. Yes, I slipped up big time, but the next 5 days will be spent with my family who I love dearly and never get to see. This is going to be something very good for me, and I hope to be back posting in 5 days with a renewed spirit.
    I LOVE MY SEROTONIN AND BOOZE SCREWS IT UP!!!!!

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      #3
      ODAT Thursday 5th August

      hi panno and o/i

      panno get those supps down you, overit dont worry, he will be along soon grovelling! men eh?

      day 2 for me. i'm not going to drink today.
      The mind will intellectualize it, the heart will emotionalize it, yet the gut never lies.

      https://www.mywayout.org/community/f9/girly-wirly-s-toolbox-2-45452.html

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        #4
        ODAT Thursday 5th August

        Hi Panno, OI and Girly
        Me too feeling not so sharp today... could be that I have been drinking again!!
        OI - enjoy the family, oh how i wish i could see mine
        Patrice

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          #5
          ODAT Thursday 5th August

          Hi Girly!!! Hi Patrice!!!

          Yep, I had TONS of sober time. Screwed up BIG time last night. Going on vacation today for 5 days, a non drinking vacation to visit family. Somehow I decided to drink last night. So, guess I slipped up major BIG time. Well back on the bus for me! Im not drinking today and not for the next 5 days. I guess thats something to be happy about.. right? I think lesson learned for me. I hope.

          You ok Patrice? I only get to see my family once a year. I really need this time with them I think.
          I LOVE MY SEROTONIN AND BOOZE SCREWS IT UP!!!!!

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            #6
            ODAT Thursday 5th August

            Yes I'm ok... back on the bus too. I think family time IS what you need, I can't have that until my contract finishes at the end of the year but then I will be back with bells on xx

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              #7
              ODAT Thursday 5th August

              Hi Girly, Patrice and OI

              Well we really seem to be having a good pity party here this morning ha ha ha sure we will feel better tomorrow, we can cheer each other up.

              Over - how on earth have you managed to drink, have I missed something, what about the antabuse?? Gosh hope your ok
              xx
              Learn from yesterday, live for today, hope for tomorrow. The important thing is not to stop questioning.

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                #8
                ODAT Thursday 5th August

                Hello everyone hope you all feel better soon. Today i feel a bit better. I gave my living rom a good clean yesterday and got rid of some bric a brac and old cds iw i won't listen to again. Well they are in a bag in the shed to go to the charity shop. More cleaning to catch up on today as when i drink nothng gets down. Today won't drink. Have a good thursday folks.

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                  #9
                  ODAT Thursday 5th August

                  Morning Odater's,

                  Day 2 again, I won't drink today!

                  Everything I need is within me!

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                    #10
                    ODAT Thursday 5th August

                    OVER IT????? Aren't you taking antabuse?????
                    COME ON GUYS.....WE NEED SOME SERIOUS CHEERLEADING HERE.....and i will take on the job....
                    RA RA REW....NO ALCOHOL FOR YOU
                    RA RA RASS....KICK ALCOHOL'S ASS
                    no go face the world.....AF
                    I love my family more than alcohol.:h
                    Live in the Solution....not the problem

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                      #11
                      ODAT Thursday 5th August

                      Hi Panno, Everyone..HI MAMA! Update below..

                      Well, I intentionally went off the Antabuse. I waited until almost the two weeks and drank last night. I think I was experiementing like others have done. I also have a new boyfriend and have daydreamed kinda of what it would be like to be able to have a nice glass of wine at one of the nice dinners he takes me too. I was upset that he did not return my calls last night, so drank even more (update he has called me, he lost his phone and YES I really believe him

                      This trip is going to be a good time for me to re evaulate my life and this new relationship. Funny thing is this entire courtship with this new boyfriend has been the best ever in my life. I have went into this being the REAL me and completely sober. Yes, he even knows I have issues with alcohol. I really believe he would love me completely drinking problem and all, and I will always be completely honest with him. I really feel he truly cares for me very very deeply. I dont want to screw this up, and I will not.

                      Antabuse again when I get back from my trip? Um, Yes. If I do not get a handle on my drinking problems. YES ABSOLUTELY Antabuse again.

                      Thanks for reading anyone who cares. As you can see I am trying to sort a few things out today.
                      I LOVE MY SEROTONIN AND BOOZE SCREWS IT UP!!!!!

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                        #12
                        ODAT Thursday 5th August

                        oh thank heavens...i really care about you and want to see you happy....
                        i know the new BF is making you happy and i think that may be helping...
                        keep on fighting baby.....have a great trip
                        love you!!
                        I love my family more than alcohol.:h
                        Live in the Solution....not the problem

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                          #13
                          ODAT Thursday 5th August

                          Thank you Mama!

                          The truth is, I HAVE been really really happy and Sober!!! I screwed up. I let my old habits take control of me. Im not going to let this destroy me I have WAY too much going for me right now.

                          Im back on board. Im hungover today, but back on board. I would be the worlds biggest dumb ass to ruin all the great things I have going for me. IM NOT GOING TO BE THAT DUMBASS ANYMORE.

                          Love you too. Thank you for being my cheerleader today. I will have a great trip, Thank you Mama
                          I LOVE MY SEROTONIN AND BOOZE SCREWS IT UP!!!!!

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                            #14
                            ODAT Thursday 5th August

                            Overit,

                            I like your mantra for today. I'M NOT GOING TO BE A DUMBASS ANYMORE......let's all say that over and over and over....I'M NOT GOING TO BE A DUMBASS ANYMORE! I like it!

                            Enjoy your time away....please be careful with the BF. I know from experience, emotions can make it all that more difficult. Best to go slow and sober.

                            Everything I need is within me!

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                              #15
                              ODAT Thursday 5th August

                              Over I love your honesty and candour.. so great that you have met someone who could be good for you and YOU for him.. lets not forget how much you have to offer him too.
                              We both fell off but lets both get back on... experiment is over, lets put those petrie dishes and bunsan burners away.. and tick those boxes that say hypothesis proved.. for us anyway
                              xxx enjoy your family
                              Patrice

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