Fell off and so disappointed!
Well, made it to the fourth day but wife came home with two bottles of red. It was my little girls 5th birthday and she thought it would be nice for us to have a "little drink"!
I tried, I really did, but as I knew friends were coming over and just a "little drink" is never enough for me I went to the local shops and bought half a bottle of Smirnoff. Even then though I thought "just in case"!
Anyway, blew it didn't I. Kids came round and bottle opened and just had to have just one. Am taking Citalopram for depression and with that and the booze I was soon outa my head again.
Now I feel sick, with a head splitting and with my hopes in my feet. Just so disapppointed with myself!
I am determined to start again today but what a fool, even after all you guys have said. I really want to do this and have said to my wife we should keep off the booze until Christmas and she has agreed, hopefully by then I can be stronger just to say no!
Anyway, thanks again for listening (reading) will keep dropping in when I can.
Rax
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