I am 46, married (3rd time) with three kids, Mae 5, Rhyan 3 and Ryelle 2. I love them more than life!!
I have two older kids, George 14 and Daisy 12, they live with my ex (first) wife.
I have drunk since I was 17, not always heavily and not always persistently. I quit for over a year some 18 months ago but started agin last Christmas. Not a lot at first but up til Sunday night (just gone) was drinking half a bottle of neat Vodka along with half a bottle of Red wine.
I bought the wine for me and my wife so I could explain my behaviour from the Vodka. Last time she found out and I nearly lost her, this time I could not afford for her to find out.
Anyway, I quit on Sunday, yesterday was sheer hell. I have nver felt the way I felt yesterday, didnt know what to do or where to turn. Scream, cry or just die - I felt so bad. Last night went to bed and didnt sleep, just laid and sweat and wanted to die. BUt I am still off it so far.
Question, how long does this last? What can I take to help get rid of these feelings? PLEASE anyone got any advice cause I am not that strong and I know if it continues I will go back, and I dont want to this time.
Thanks for reading - I look forward to hearing from you.
Rax:thanks: :thanks:
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