The end of the Experiment

[Doggygirl]

The end of the Experiment

My road has had plenty of bumps too. Unfortunately, I think that is all part of the process. Welcome back Patrice. I have a question for you - I hope you don't mind me answering. (needless to say, you don't have to answer if you don't want to...)

I recall in your very early AF days your first "slip" that you posted about. We had a lively discussion with various opinions presented about whether a "slip" should mean you should count from day 1 or for wherever you are. That is a question that comes up a lot around here. You already know my opinion. (If I drink, it's back to Day 1 for me - it's up to others what they decide to do)

Now that you have experienced the challenge of staying AF for a longer period of time, has your opinion changed? Just curious if you care to share. The important thing is that you are back on the wagon!

DG

[not tonight]

The end of the Experiment

HI Patrice,

Every time I experimented with moderation my drinking would accelerate. Suppose that is why is is called a progressive disease. I am glad your back.

[patrice]

The end of the Experiment

Thanks all for your wonderful replies..
Firefox, Babysteps and Time to change, whichy - yes I also felt depression during and after a binge. I can really relate to going to get the hair done and 2 bottles of wine later... I also missed out on so many things because I was too drunk... we can all do this together.
Zen - thank you, yes the life is not linear and I think someone else also said thats its all learning which must be good
Sheri - thanks for your quote
Papmon - i do have the supps thanks
Doggy - After all the previous discussion after my first slip in June I kept counting for 3 more days then wound the clock back to day 1.. as i have done this time
Techie- I would be delighted to be back on your challenge.. thank you

I am on day 5 now - and will keep climbing, I no longer have that small seed of denial that i can drink safefy or that binge drinking will take away any pain.My body is starting to feel a bit better and I'm eating again

As you are all there for me.. I am also here for you all
Take Care
Patrice