Hi Guys
just joined up. I have had my own business now for the past 23 years and I'm only 38!. I am a big closet drinker I have been drinking up wards of two bottles of wine a night, on a good night, more on a bad night. I have three children am divorced and working 6 days a week in a business that is so far in debt I don't and haven't drawn a wage for the past 18 months. My credit cards are to the limit and I am using grog to "relax" . The business and the way I treat my stress relief (grog) have cost me the love of my life and I'm lucky not to have been caught for drink driving yet. I want my life back, I want to try this programme but kids and no support makes thing pretty hard. It's the cravings I have the most trouble with, if i don't start i'm ok, if i start i don't know when to stop and it is getting increasingly hard not to start. Our social culture is designed around metting for a beer (being Aussie) so how do I stop and meet people?. Being a lesbian also doesn't help, already ehind the eight ball. Thanks for reading guys. I hope to continue with the programme and get some of my life back before it is to late.
Boycie
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just joined up. I have had my own business now for the past 23 years and I'm only 38!. I am a big closet drinker I have been drinking up wards of two bottles of wine a night, on a good night, more on a bad night. I have three children am divorced and working 6 days a week in a business that is so far in debt I don't and haven't drawn a wage for the past 18 months. My credit cards are to the limit and I am using grog to "relax" . The business and the way I treat my stress relief (grog) have cost me the love of my life and I'm lucky not to have been caught for drink driving yet. I want my life back, I want to try this programme but kids and no support makes thing pretty hard. It's the cravings I have the most trouble with, if i don't start i'm ok, if i start i don't know when to stop and it is getting increasingly hard not to start. Our social culture is designed around metting for a beer (being Aussie) so how do I stop and meet people?. Being a lesbian also doesn't help, already ehind the eight ball. Thanks for reading guys. I hope to continue with the programme and get some of my life back before it is to late.
Boycie
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