My story. For about 4 years now (maybe longer, but not as bad or noticable), I have fallen into a pattern. I don't drink for a couple of weeks, then plan to do something with my freinds and I am drunk for a couple of days. I got in the habit of treating the hangover by drinking. It works...not really. Just leads to another day of drinking. I have notice a change in myself, its affecting my home life and I refuse to be this disfunctional for my two little boys (6 and 5). I don't crave alcohol, but this pattern keeps repeating. I know this is behavioral, but now I have the habit from this repeated pattern.
As I said...I want a life of moderation. The ability to say no if I don't feel like having a drink with the confidence to say yes knowing I can stop when I want, be responsible, and have fun at the same time.
I have chosen not to do the Topamax. I have a demanding mental job and am leary of the mental side affects. Can I start with the CD's and do the moderation program? How? I am working on the supplements also but am low on $$ this month, so can I still start with the CD's.
Any help would be greatly appreciated!:new:
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