I dont know how to post videos but this is one worth watching. Chris ferguson speaks about dealing with alcoholism and it really hits home. He talks about being on a binger on christmas eve and says something along the lines of it was his last time...then he says "i hope it was my last time" and that shows what a struggle this is. He speaks of the mind of an alcoholic and self medicating...I am not good at explaining but his story is touching. He says he has been away from it for 15 years and it keeps trying to pull him back...its a battle. I keep coming up with excuses in my head saying I can just have a few and be ok...I am mad that i did slip up and drink one beer before my 30 days was up. But I wont fall back into it. The next 30 really will be complete alcohol free. He talks about how there are people who just cant drink alcohol and he is one of them. I am one of them. Has the worst effect on me. One leads to ten. I do not know moderation. Everytime I think of having a drink or saying I am not that bad I need to watch this video.
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I dont know how to post videos but this is one worth watching. Chris ferguson speaks about dealing with alcoholism and it really hits home. He talks about being on a binger on christmas eve and says something along the lines of it was his last time...then he says "i hope it was my last time" and that shows what a struggle this is. He speaks of the mind of an alcoholic and self medicating...I am not good at explaining but his story is touching. He says he has been away from it for 15 years and it keeps trying to pull him back...its a battle. I keep coming up with excuses in my head saying I can just have a few and be ok...I am mad that i did slip up and drink one beer before my 30 days was up. But I wont fall back into it. The next 30 really will be complete alcohol free. He talks about how there are people who just cant drink alcohol and he is one of them. I am one of them. Has the worst effect on me. One leads to ten. I do not know moderation. Everytime I think of having a drink or saying I am not that bad I need to watch this video.Tags: None
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