hi,
It feels good to admit to myself that I have a drinking problem. This problem happened a very long time ago. It wasn't until recently that I really started to pay attention to patterns, relationships, and why I'm not happy in my life.
I know that everyday life is going to be a struggle. I don't need to make it worse by drinking. I don't drink everyday, I'm a binge drinker. I can go for a week or two without drinking but it seems that more often than not that I always end up drinking way more than I ever anticipate when I go out. I hate feeling tired and groggy after a long night of drinking. I don't like living my double life. Lately I haven't talked to my friends. I think it's because I feel quilty and I don't want them to find out. I find that this lifestyle can get very lonely at times.
Well I don't have much more to say. except wish me luck with my sobriety.
:thanks:
It feels good to admit to myself that I have a drinking problem. This problem happened a very long time ago. It wasn't until recently that I really started to pay attention to patterns, relationships, and why I'm not happy in my life.
I know that everyday life is going to be a struggle. I don't need to make it worse by drinking. I don't drink everyday, I'm a binge drinker. I can go for a week or two without drinking but it seems that more often than not that I always end up drinking way more than I ever anticipate when I go out. I hate feeling tired and groggy after a long night of drinking. I don't like living my double life. Lately I haven't talked to my friends. I think it's because I feel quilty and I don't want them to find out. I find that this lifestyle can get very lonely at times.
Well I don't have much more to say. except wish me luck with my sobriety.
:thanks:
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