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[vikesfan]

Not sure why I keep doing this to myself but it's to stop the mindless cycle of getting sober just get drunk all over again. I just have to face the facts and keep posting on here. I have been off and on this site for a few years now and I ready to stick around and get the great support everyone here offers eachother. I just can't take this anymore.....I need stay sober for good and get the help from doctors for my anxiety issues. I know the next few days are going to stink. AL withdrawls are never easy at first. Going to sip just a little AL today to help with withdrawls and go at it after this. Thanks for listening everyone!

[Brigitte Bardot]

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Hi there,

Welcome back! Since you've been here for a few years on and off as well, you probably know the drill. I've had enough as well, the constant going back and forth just made my anxiety worse. I wish you all the best, jump in!

[Choochie]

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Vikesfan, Welcome back. I'm 26 days AF and I attribute it to sticking close to this site. Best of luck.

Sending you peace and strength.

Choochie:welcome:

[vikesfan]

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Thank you for the kind thoughts! Ready to take a little nap...drink lots of water today and do whatever it takes to make this work this time!:thanks:

[vikesfan]

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Great nap and rest.

I drank a beer this morning to help with the anxiety. Took a a great nap. Took shower and ate some lunch. Yeah I feeling a little anxious, but i know this routine going threw minor withdrawls. After waking up I realized what a perfect drug alcohol is. It fixed everything for a little bit and than leaves you in a tangled mess after it. But isn't what makes it soo completely powerful....it trashes you and drags you up again to start all over again...it really is cycle.....just a bad one. Hope everyone is hanging in there...Sunday is AF for me....time stick with this...it will be fun watching the vikes game sober.

[Doggygirl]

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Welcome back. You know what you gotta do...just wanted to wish you well. I find it helpful to post on a daily thread or two as a way to start my day with my head on straight.

Strength and hope,

DG

[Kimberley]

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vikesfan;993251 wrote: I realized what a perfect drug alcohol is. It fixed everything for a little bit and than leaves you in a tangled mess after it. But isn't what makes it soo completely powerful....it trashes you and drags you up again to start all over again...it really is cycle.....just a bad one.

I hear ya!

Anyway just wanted to send you my best wishes, some strength and with a bit of luck hopefully the withdrawals won't be too bad. Hope to read more from you Vikes.

[vikesfan]

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Today just sucked!

My vikes lost....I am wanting to grap something and get pissed off....I am going AF again......I want to be mad...pissed...I want to tell everything to f-off..if you all know what I mean right now.