I used to try towards the latter part of my drinking to have an AF day once a week but seldom managed it, so 5 days is a bit of a milestone for me.
Prob hardest bit is lack of support from wife, who thinks it should be over in a day, and if i do fall off it will be because she has annoyed me over something.... marraige eh?
Its like a deck of cards... you start with 2 hearts n a diamond, but end up looking for a club and a spade
oh well will see how it goes, i watched football last night, a BIG trigger for me, i ALWAYS drink n watch the game, strangely was ok.
i do find myself feeling better but everyday i seem to live just to get to bed, as its my safety zone, i wont drink in bed.
Getting to bed is the highlight of the day,,, and not for sexual reasons,, guess thats a bit sad that my life has come to this...looking forward to bed!!
i used to look forward to a nice evening meal but it was a drinking session too, drinking while cooking, yes i cook, and then wine with it.
I'm kinda hanging in there cos i know it will take me 5 days to better it again if i fall off.
Good luck to all
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