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[gyco]

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plucking along

1morechance;1014934 wrote: Hello
I joined MWO a few years ago but for the last couple of years, I stopped posting and reading and just starting drinking heavily:upset::upset:. I just feel depressed and anxious. I was prescribed an anti depressen, and i've bee seeing a therepist but just don't follow through for some reason. i stopped taking the medication, and i come with excuses when i have a therapy appt.

I'm so angry at myself and also feel guilty because i'm not truthful with the people that want to help. my whole life is just a mess:upset:

I'm thinking about going to an aa meeting today this weekend i see my therapist. at this point i'm just tired of not feeling well physically and emotionally.
thanks for listening i just had to let this pain out.

hi imorechance,i like this thread and the responses,that have been made,you had mentioned going away but returning,that i beleive is the amasing thing here and at groups like AA,just to stop drinking can be a horrific xperience,specially the 1st couple of days,then reality steps in,something we hadnt lived for a long time,something i thot id add to my 1st post here,even but for a brief moment of coming here can mean the difference from being sober or wasted,like Al or drugs in your system,lets face it,it took a long time to get to our hell,:upset:it will take just as long to get out,:goodjob:for just coming back,many dont return,:thanks:gyco

[1morechance]

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thank you again, it's great to feel welcomed. i was able to get some sleep and feel a little better. i really appreciate all the support it got me through the day yesterday

thank you hill for the suggestion on supplements i will try them

[Wagoneer]

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Hi 1More! Sorry I am a bit late on this thread. Welcome back. Doesn't sleep make such a difference? Even a little non-AL induced sleep is better then a buttload of too-much-wine sleep! I am now 33 days sober (and could not do it without the people here) but I feel amazing. It has made all the difference. We are here to support you - you are among friends. I feel completely blessed that I came back. Great to see you and look forward to being on the journey together.

[techie]

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Hello 1more it nice to meet you. Wishing you all the best with AA. looking forward to getting to know you better. We all deserve to find some peace, happiness, and sobriety in our lives. Never give up! John

[Dewdrop]

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:welcome: 1more, good to have you on board and good luck. I still struggle with sleep but it is much better than it was when I was drinking. Just wanted to say hello and hang in there you are doing the right thing.

Dewdrop :h