Hi all. I'm finally out of hospital. The operation took 4 attempts and he made a tiny hole which caused spinal fluid to leak and in turn me to have the most god awful headache.
I'm writting this post as i'm soo upset. I've been given morphine, paracetamol and codine to help with my pain. i've barely touched the morphine as i find its too strong. Well not yesterday night but the night before i stayed over at my mums so my hubby could get sleep. I woke up in the morning, in terrible pain and had pure liquid poo. It passed, no more said. This morning i woke up feeling i was dieing, I was soo ill, barely with it, and liquid poo but with tons of blood in it.
I called the doctor who said he thought it was the morphine and to try not take it. fine. Morphine gone..tummy still sore,still liquid poo.
So as i can't lift anything, hubby drops me and my family at my mums. They have deciced to have a sort of intervention about me taking my operation drugs. It's not that i'm taking them, but from i can gather they think i'm missuisng them as they make me constanly sleepy... i has it written on the packs it will. Anyway, my mum fliiped out and said i was using nightel to help me sleep(over the counter sleeping pill) and i think she was also accusing me of taking through the day. Which is just shit as i've NEVER, NOT ONCE abused any type of pill and i would never even try. In the end she was going on about trust issues over me due to the drink which is fine, over AL people should have trust issues but over a sleeping pill. I swear since ive become sober, i've become a stronger person and i'd never go back and never in my life abuse a pill. I think my mum finds this hard.
I have honestly never been so confused as at the end of it, they were screaming i'd taken wrong. They were soo nice yesterday and i have no idea where all that has come from.
I went to the doctors and i have a very bad bowel infection and may need to be addmitted in to hospital. Minus any visits from my mum and dad who is no longer invited over for christmas.
As i don't have enough to deal with =(
I'm writting this post as i'm soo upset. I've been given morphine, paracetamol and codine to help with my pain. i've barely touched the morphine as i find its too strong. Well not yesterday night but the night before i stayed over at my mums so my hubby could get sleep. I woke up in the morning, in terrible pain and had pure liquid poo. It passed, no more said. This morning i woke up feeling i was dieing, I was soo ill, barely with it, and liquid poo but with tons of blood in it.
I called the doctor who said he thought it was the morphine and to try not take it. fine. Morphine gone..tummy still sore,still liquid poo.
So as i can't lift anything, hubby drops me and my family at my mums. They have deciced to have a sort of intervention about me taking my operation drugs. It's not that i'm taking them, but from i can gather they think i'm missuisng them as they make me constanly sleepy... i has it written on the packs it will. Anyway, my mum fliiped out and said i was using nightel to help me sleep(over the counter sleeping pill) and i think she was also accusing me of taking through the day. Which is just shit as i've NEVER, NOT ONCE abused any type of pill and i would never even try. In the end she was going on about trust issues over me due to the drink which is fine, over AL people should have trust issues but over a sleeping pill. I swear since ive become sober, i've become a stronger person and i'd never go back and never in my life abuse a pill. I think my mum finds this hard.
I have honestly never been so confused as at the end of it, they were screaming i'd taken wrong. They were soo nice yesterday and i have no idea where all that has come from.
I went to the doctors and i have a very bad bowel infection and may need to be addmitted in to hospital. Minus any visits from my mum and dad who is no longer invited over for christmas.
As i don't have enough to deal with =(
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