Well, I hear you on 1001 reasons to drink when your in that early decision making process of what your going to do about your circumstances. It drove me crazy! I got so sick and tired of thinking about NOT drinking. How was I going to handle/cope?? with all of the events and plans I'd made and was looking forward to w/o AL and other stimulants?? Your not foolish, it's normal to want to change and then struggle with letting go. I was a real yo-yo for my first 30 days AF. Never and Forever?? yeeks!!
Now I look at it as 1001 reasons not to drink. Once I got my head around it.. I can't believe I actually thought I was having fun

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