i didn't check in for a few days and lookie what happens ~ so many new names! sheesh. welcome all. this is a great place full of beautiful people. stick around.
just wanted to say hi and boy am i glad i quit drinkin'! today marks 31 days of my new life in sobriety. three days ago i quit the smokes. two days ago i snowboarded for the first time, and yesterday for the second. i definitely never would've quit the smokes and mightn't have gotten on the snowboard if i were still drinking. how much fun i'm having that i didn't before!
i love not wondering what my breath will give away, what my eyes might say. i feel so clear and respectful of myself. nothing beats re-connecting with my own innocence. i am truly a divine being who loves herself enough to feel worthy to be part of this universe. don't mean to be corny, but i really do feel a new and wonderful kind of high that i won't ever trade back for the high i used to chase. (i think all the exercise is really helping, too. endorphinamania!)
can't wait to catch up with you all again. must get some zzz's now, as it's still dark when my day begins. i wish you all your fair measure of this happy giddy headspace i'm in.
xoxo rudyb
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