I mean really bad, taken home by Police, intervention by family, friends walking away, spent some time in hospital bad.
At this point I asked my GP to make appointment with the Health Service, I was in desperate straights.
Today, I am by no means 100%, but I'm doing a whole lot better, I've discovered I have a appointment arranged with a Consultant Psychiatrist, with the local health service.
I don't have to go, but I feel I should, I'm torn about attending.
I'm really worried that if I attend there will be some sort of note put on my record that I've seen a Psychiatrist, that if found out could affect me in later life. I'm not saying I'm planning on running for office, but lets say in a few years time if my wife and I were thinking of fostering children.
At the same time I know any recovery I have at present is fragile and don't want to reject any potential help.
On the flip side I'm on a extremely high dose of Bachlofen, that I've ordered over the internet , do I explain to him straight away about this?
Please advise.
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