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[spuddleduck]

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spinning j. just adding my well wishes to you. i hope you can get to where you want to be. im still trying to get there. well done for realising what was happening and coming back for support

[luvmywine]

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I can relate to Spinning J, I joined did great, and the last few have not been great. My daughter isn't talking to me right now!!!!How to make it last????

[Spinning J]

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Hi luvmywine. Thats a shame about your daughter. My hubs was very cross with me last week. Ok now tho. Hopefully she will come round? I think we just have to keep trying . I didn't plan to drink at xmas after 4 months AF and I did and could moderate but it got worse each time I drank. So back to square one! Just got to keep trying!

[Spinning J]

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Thanks spuddleduck I read a lot of your posts when I first joined. I should have never stopped posting here but I thought I was ok because I'd done four months AF even though I know it doesn't work like that! ODAT from now on. I hope you achieve you goal too! SJ

[Spinning J]

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I messed up and drank again. Not a great deal but now I am awake and shaky and feeling full of regret. So today is my day one again :upset:

[Spinning J]

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Well I did get some disturbed sleep. I'm drinking lots of water and I've had a banana! I have felt much worse than this in the past so I've just got to keep busy and get through today AF.

[Spinning J]

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I got throught day one and slept very well. Feeling much more postive for the future. Thanks for the the support. SJ

[not tonight]

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Hi Spinning J. I am returning, again to the site. I too had a good amount of time AF under my belt, and then gave in to the voices in my head that said I could drink moderately. I started drinking again around Christmas, and very quickly ramped up to my previous habit. I look terrible, my thought process is all over the place, so not worth it.

So, day one. Let's look forward to more sober days ahead!

[stashia]

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Hi spinning j and everyone ive just returned also day 2 for me. lastnight kept watching the clock panicking over wither i should nip over before 10 oclock when it closes! once it past ten i seemed to accept that i wouldnt be able to have any wine. so we must be strong and soldier on knowing we are all on this journey together! good luck all :l

[Spinning J]

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Hi not tonight I remember you from last time! I too started to mod at Christmas by Feb I'd had a binge so no more you are right it's not worth it. I will be Marching through March with you. Good luck this time
Hi Stashia day 2 buddy! I feel so much better today and like you yesterday I was thinking of just getting a bottle of wine because I felt rough! Like you I didn't because I want my life back to the way it was when I was AF berore Christmas!!!
Let's do this together!
SJ

[lil.michelle]

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Hi. Welcome back. It's just proof that the AF beast never leave us does it... It stalks us where ever we are and waits in the shadows for justthe smallest little crack and BANG.. it's got a hold of you. Good thing is, you've managed 4 months AF once, you know how it was and what's about to come but you also know what it feels like to be sober and how much better life is..
Get rid of all the AL, stay busy and good luck Xxx

[stashia]

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:goodjob: am definatly there with you spining and reading everyones posts and drawing much inspiration from you all!! how sad to wish the day away so we can wake up on a new morning and thank god for another AF day over us!! So raising my wine glass to us all with pommegranite juice of course! lets put this beasty to bed!!

[okkslady]

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hi

I can relate when u say u act so out of character that its scary...I feel the same. Thanks for your words on my thread.

[Dewdrop]

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How are you doing Spinning? Keep checking in and just get through the next few days, that's all it takes initially just one day at a time.

Dewdrop :h

[Spinning J]

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Thanks everyone for your kind support! I'm doing well. Day 4 AF and feeling positive. I must do it this time . I don't want to let my family down again. I am so lucky and grateful for what I have. I will not let alcohol ruin my life. I've jumped on the March thread, thanks Dew for starting it! Hope you are feeling better okkslady?
SJ