Well it's been a month today, wow I never thought I would maKE it. I've been trying for years. Waking up in the morning talking to myself and swearing that I would TRY not to drink again....
1 month ago I emailed 2 of my closest friends and ask for their help...and they did help me. I could not ask my husband of 16 years because he is my drinking partner (that's a whole other demon story). I quit cold turkey, woke up in the middle of the night in cold sweat for a few days.... now I'm just tired... Not sure why but I could sleep all the time. Is it years of abuse??
I do want to drink again...socially, but I'm not sure when I'll be ready.... My husband now blames me for the lack of fun in our life!! Go figure I guess I'm only fun to be around when I'm drunk and passing out!?!?
The first reason I stopped isfor me and the second is for my two teenagers (14 - girl and 16- boy). I've been having so much fun with them right now... I would do anything for them.
This is only one little tiny piece of my life....The whole story is to come (hopefully) whenI feel comfortable...
Thank you
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