I'm a lurker from WAY back! I've known that I have a very serious problem for many years but always thought I'd figure something out. Suffice it to say I haven't figured anything out, in fact, I've been so frightened to learn what I've done to myself that I mask the fear with more beer. I haven't even been to the doctor for years because "I don't wanna know". Not the best plan....
So, here I am asking for help. I don't even know where to start...drinking for me is not about getting drunk, it's about not feeling. I've got lots of emotional stuff I'd rather not deal with so sometimes I think the "feeling" will be harder than not drinking.
Last bit of info - I'm 46 and started drinking when I was 16. I drink everyday and I drink a ton.
Could go one forever but that's enough for today.
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