I cannot remember the last day that I did not have a drink. That scares me. I don't get drunk all the time, in fact I rarely have more than a few beers or glasses of wine, but sometimes, even if I have gone the whole day without alcohol, I go for a nip of whiskey or something just before going to bed. It's like I feel that I have to have something, like it's a daily supplement I must remind myself to take!
I would love to be able to continue to drink socially, and maybe have a glass of wine with dinner and leave it at that, but am I kidding myself? Do I have to cut it out of my life completely? This is something that terrifies me, although I know it shouldn't, mainly because alcohol is such a part of socialising that a huge part of my life would be affected, and also because I like the taste of beer!
Thank you for creating this forum, and to those other members who give their time to support each other, well done, and I hope to benefit from your experience and someday soon pass on my own experiences to others who wish to break free.
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