Feeling better although still not in the best shape... realize I've got so much to be thankful. Yesterday I watch a lot of Sattelite TV because could't get myself to paint. The one program I saw was about miracles and this spesific woman was a painter. She had a desease that paralized her right hand. She started painting with her left hand, then when that hand also got paralysed she sterted painting with het mouth...then I realized - I'm not painting because I'm not in the MOOD!!! Although still not in the mood, i Got up this morning and stat painting...
The other program I watched was a GIFT OF LIFE - about organ donation. What I saw were people battling to stay alive for kidney and liver donars and the struggles around it and also the people that had to die to give somebody else life - and that made my realise...I was drinking myself in a frenzie - my liver is an embarresment, my kidneys are not well at all and it is self-inflicted - I did it to myself!! I'm sure there a are a lot of people taht would do anything to have my good health - the health I threw away so easily...
This is day 21. Three weeks AF - AND MORE THAN EVER i'M DETERMINED TO STAY OFF THE BOOZE AND LEAD A HEALTHY LIFE!
Thanx again for all the support the last few weeks.:thanks::l:l:l
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