Hey leave welcome!
Your post made me think, what do I do when I'm 30 days, 60,90, 100, 200, 300? If I choose not to drink do I choose to not go out when people are drink or where people drink? Or is my goal to go to those places and not want to drink?
I don't know if anyone else gets this but sometimes on Friday nights when my body chemistry is just a little off I want to do something wild and crazy, it been like that since I was a teenager and it still is, I can't shake the feeling. It has to be fulfilled. I stopped doing the dangerous wild and crazy 8 or 10 years ago and since then I drank on those nights but never in between so that is maybe once every one or two months. Then I started drinking daily and when the feeling came I would go out and drink instead of stay at home and drink. Well what do I do now? How do I satisfy the wild and crazy need? I don't do drugs I don't sleep around and I'm scared to death of heights so bungee jumping is not an option and really I'm scared to death of anything that would produce adrenalin sober. What do I do?
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