Hi Softh,
Hope you feeling better today. The chances are good that you suffer from Post traumatic stess - in the light of what you went through and that you had to be the shoulder for everybody else. Please, watch your mood changes carefully and if necessary go and see a doc and get some anti-depressants for a while - maybe 6 months. - To feel depressed is natural in your situation but if it get out of hand it can have an influence on your strenght and commitment towards sobriety.
Look after yourself
Best regards
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