Don't get me wrong when I say I haven't posted , you've probably come across me in the jokes section.
The question I was asked yesterday which has prompted this posting is "what am I doing here" Apart from being an incredibly private person I find it difficult to express my feelings in words, sometimes they are simply not enough.
I AM A BINGE DRINKER
My story
After 26 years with the same employer I was retired (enhanced pension, no mortgage , no loans) , through stress which brought on a medical condition which is treatable not curable. Now unable/unwilling to leave the house because of this unless it's to get booze, Glenmorangie single malt or Courvoisier Cognac being my chosen poison.
Going to have to bullet point now because I'm on the verge of deleting this !!!
No financial worries
Lovely house
Loving wife and daughter
SO WHY DO I BINGE DRINK ? ( 3day session maybe 3 bottles of spiritS over that time)
Only happens maybe once a month, times in between don't bother, It's as if my stress levels are building up with the daily routine of bathing twice , applying medication, taking tablets, cleaning house, preparing meals , and I need to escape. Escape into my own little world, see told you I find it hard to describe my emotions. LOL
Did seeking counselling and was advised as I enjoyed the computer to post on different forums (20 plus at this time).As I have built up an extensive archive of jokes over the last 10 Years + this is where I post. Beneficial for me and hopefully providing a laugh or two for anyone reading.
I would have to say the web is a godsend , a link to the outside world that I have chosen to no longer participate in I guess.
Can't write any more at this time otherwise it would end up in one of those days we all dread.
luck to us all
Foamfollower
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