I admitted it and said it outloud.

[AKwineo]

I am a f**** alcoholic. What a rough day. But my BF was right, as soon as I said it outloud, I felt a weight off my shoulders.

[AKwineo]

I admitted it and said it outloud.

AKwineo;1117678 wrote: I am a f**** alcoholic. What a rough day. But my BF was right, as soon as I said it outloud, I felt a weight off my shoulders.

For addicts and alcoholics the physical dimension is best described by the allergy-like bodily reaction resulting in the compulsion to continue using substances after the initial use.

[autumn]

I admitted it and said it outloud.

Morning AK,

Boy its a tough thing to say, its hard enough to admitt quietly in our head, but it take courage to say it out loud.

Well done, now hopefully a deep breath and with what ever it takes, you can start to try lead an new better life, the journey starts here.

Sending you a HUGE :l every one here will support you:l

xxxxx

[sunshinetoday]

I admitted it and said it outloud.

AK, Hope your days starts to go uphill. There is so much support here. Wishing you well!

[AKwineo]

I admitted it and said it outloud.

Thank you all for the support. I have been on this site for a while, but have never said it actually out loud. I tell you, once the words left my mouth, I felt a release. For the first time ever, I feel that I have started a new approach on a AF life. I can actually for the first time see myself living a AF life. I am addicted, I will stop, I will not be an addict.
Asking for help is the hardest thing I have had to do. I actually had to ask BF not to leave me alone this weekend. I think that also showed that he see's my new commitment, and realized what a big problem the drink had become.
I feel good today, and even though I am not sure I agree with the "spiritual" aspects of AA, I am going to go for the first time.

My name is AKwineo, and I am a alcoholic.