but today was hard because there was a party and i felt so alienated from everyone. there was a large group of women sitting together drinking wine and i had so much anxiety i couldn't even go over to say hi.
it wasn't all about the drinking. i felt like i was back in high school and they were the cool kids and i don't fit in. i think i may have social anxiety that wine was masking.
i feel so depressed, angry, frustrated, and pissed off that i let my drinking get to the point that i have to stop. i really loved wine. i miss it so. i feel very alone even though i am surounded by people. advice? please!
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