Have not had time to post latley, very busy. But I wanted to let you all know it has been one year today. For all of you that think it is not going to happen or when will it happen, hang in there it will. I had to get to the point where I told myself it will happen and I gave it to God, knowing in his time he would get me there and he did. It's when you just can't see it or believe it that you get stuck in that vicious circle. As hard as it may sound you just have to believe your time will come and it will.
I can't tell you what a great feeling it is to be AF. It's funny I wake up some mornings still with that guilty feeling, then I remember I have nothing to feel guilty about and away the feeling goes. I lost 30 pounds also, not right away, as a matter of fact, I actually gained a pound a month for the first 6 or so months, I could not stop eating choclate, but Jan 2nd I told myself I am going to get in the best shape that I have ever been and I did it.
Every now and again I get that feeling for a glass of wine but it is only thought of for a second or two then it goes away. Even after a year, I still take it one day at a time, not ever getting to confident and always being on guard. I also thank the Lord everynight for another AF day. I continue to pray for all of you, this has been a God sent place for me, you have all been very encouraging through your posts and I want to Thank You for that.
Have a great AF day to all!
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I can't tell you what a great feeling it is to be AF. It's funny I wake up some mornings still with that guilty feeling, then I remember I have nothing to feel guilty about and away the feeling goes. I lost 30 pounds also, not right away, as a matter of fact, I actually gained a pound a month for the first 6 or so months, I could not stop eating choclate, but Jan 2nd I told myself I am going to get in the best shape that I have ever been and I did it.
Every now and again I get that feeling for a glass of wine but it is only thought of for a second or two then it goes away. Even after a year, I still take it one day at a time, not ever getting to confident and always being on guard. I also thank the Lord everynight for another AF day. I continue to pray for all of you, this has been a God sent place for me, you have all been very encouraging through your posts and I want to Thank You for that.
Have a great AF day to all!
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