Basically I'm missing a guy who mentally brutally abused me. He has no respect for me, treats me like shit you found on your shoe, hurts me, fucks in and out of my life when he pleases. He used to tell me he had knifed to his throat and stomach while I was preggies, is a low life with no job but gets drunk all the time. Urg. He wrote to me saying that we can't stay in touch anymore cause I don't give a shot about him or care... Which isn't true as I do (stupid I know) and he's fucked off.
Urg! I'm such a loser! I need to just walk away so I'm not abused anymore! Why is it so hard!?!?!
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