WS- 30 days fantastic! I am hot on your heels 2 days later. You are doing so well and are an inspiration to me. Whenever I think about moderating I have to have a little chat with myself. I have been trying to do that for the last 5 years, making promises to myself that I couldn't keep. I was always saying 'I will have 2 glasses twice a week, and if I can't stick to that then I will stop.' But I didn't stop, until I came here. My biggest problem with mod is that it would be on my mind all the time, I would want a drink but be saying 'it's Tuesday, I can't drink until Thursday'. I would be back on the merry-go-round. A holiday is going to be a tough test. When you say 'sip wine & watch the sun set' - do you think you could do that? My 'sipping' turned into guzzling pretty fast. I also ask myself if I think my life is better with or without AL- there is only one answer for me.
Beautifulife- we have all done the same thing, many times & we are all here for you. I am the same if I give myself permission to drink on Saturday, by Thursday I start saying to myself things like 'might as well start now as I am stopping again on Sunday'. For me there is only 1 way to stop the little voices- and that is by not having any at all. Once I realized that once I had the first sip then I wouldn't stop.
Allybee- you sound like me! The Monday morning cycle. My first post here was called 'Groundhog day'- every Monday was the same- until I came here. The weekends are challenging but so rewarding to get through them AF. To get up on Sat & Sun morning feeling well & not giving yourself a hard time is priceless. Keep coming here all weekend- I used to come 3-4 times a day just to read. Newbies Nest is great as well for support.
Clover-I agree, this is a great thread. How are you doing? You sound strong.
TW- you are doing so well- the days will add up fast once you decide you just are not going to drink anymore.
Twinkle- the vision of ugly black bruises is also pretty sobering. We do need to remember our down times to remind ourselves why we are here & get strength from our AF lives now. And yes, my taxi services were appreciated! It is a good time to check in with teenagers. Now they know that I am not drinking & can smell everything!
Enough-sorry about the graphic details! We all have our low points but I quickly forget them & can easily convince myself that AL didn't case that many problems. But I need to be totally honest with myself as there was only one way it was going.
Hi to everyone else. QB hope your computer is fixed soon we miss you here. We need more details of your date! Us old married gals need a bit of spice!
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