ahead and write a little myself..thanks for the inspriation. I have been
at war with myself for a little over a year. I found comfort here reading
others have the 3 day itch and then the guilt. I just want a better life.
All the bad decisions, all the depression and isolation are not at all what
I expect out of life. I realize that I can't do this alone and was in search of
a dialouge. A conversation about how to get out of this mess, and I hope to have
found it here if only for a start ..or an end. So I ask those of you who understand
the war within to share a little wisdom .. if ya care to.
I drink 2-3 days a week , and i drink heavily. The real problem is that I make poor
desicions when drinking, financial and who I hang out with. The worst though, is that
I have become a poor friend and loved one. I have missed important events, failed at
good relationships and have a nasty temper. I don't know how many times I've woken
up at the bottom , thinking this has to be the end but 3 days later I think I can handle 2- 3
beers.Well, I'll stop here. If nothing more, thanks for reading this damn pathetic bi-op.
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